JOLENE(:

2008-08-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

www.xanga.com/haywired_definitions
moved :D

2008-08-15T09:05:00.000-07:00

supposed to let you in.

yay third CT over!
i think i screwed SS like real badly compared to previous ones, but ah neh mind.
its 12.20am now, so i just spam pics and less talk yeah.
will edit this post properly tomoloooooo.

hey claudy bf! LOOK!the tie's sexaye.fat face ]:FOUR of us. with one er, duno what.ghost of studio.

ah beng and ghost wannabe.promoting the 100%pure and sugar free apple juice.
i think we're supposed to look sexaye in this pose but, lol.

So We Think We Can Dance.

er, money?

Nope, never.
MJ. ~~mingjun~~Michael Jackson.

i burst into laughter right after this, so yeah, explains the screwed face.

rvel version of "buttons" -pussycatdolls.

sex in the city.

chng.

er me.

Thwee.

Fwour.
Fwive

Sex. i mean six.
Sweven.

Ate.
nwine.

Tan.
Elewen.Unglam.
kasey betrayed me.believe me brethrens, its there, up in the sky.

mahjong siaaaaa.

YO. WAZZUUUUUP,

we are the geylang- 8598 brudders.
1314 (adds random 4-digit no.s)

sexaye.
wahlau kasey. second time somemore.

er, its supposed to be emooo.
art thou romeoooooo.
OH, youre there!

my car.
trying to pry open chris's car.
pole dancer and horny audience.

kasey: wahlau eh cb.

okay off to sleep bye.

2008-08-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

doubtful.

angry: Stall 4 ah-boy Dennis hit me (quite hard.) on the head.
yeahlah yeahlah i too short thats why he can reach my head lah.
Im going to whack him up down left right tomolo.

disappointed: i left 3 pages of Chemistry CT blank.
and wrote C for almost every mcq question.

sian-ed: dont want to revise SS.

random: i want to change to Xanga after CT.
becos im in luuurrrve with the smileys
and xanga uploads peekchurs with a velocity of 999999999ms -1.

freaked: becos tomolo im probably going to meet someone.
whose calls and sms-es i ignored.
shiat.

why does it bother you That much anyway.
you should thank me even, cos' youre probably loving every minute of the attention it gives you, right?

2008-08-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

adolescence.

i hate how small little insignificant things/actions can affect me so much.
Like..
like...
.
.
indecisive regarding choosing Lang Arts essay topic.
unable to find information for essay topic.
how i think my blogskin is ugly.
insecurities.
and other stuff.

-insert a xanga sad smiley-
sometimes i think i fucked my life up pretty badly.

2008-08-10T08:38:00.000-07:00

a lil' of the sky, and a lil' of love.

i hate it when i have to know stuff about you from other people.
damn it.

im feeling very guilty cos i did nothing during the whole of weekends.
nothing meaning: youtube-ing,blog-surfed,chat,downloading songs. And not revising/finishing up the piles and mountains and stack of homework.

so guilty that i feel like killing myself.
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn.

how ah, i already feel like its the holiday. shit.
thanks to the winter-clothings my mom and sis bought.
( Did i tell you im going to Korea and Shanghai on dec? Heehee.)

okaylah. i want to oink liao.

2008-08-08T00:04:00.001-07:00

Making statements.

today's 080808! heehee.
Anyway National Day celebrations today was one of the best ever since i stepped into RV i think. Had a better and more professional band, not the usual "you-know-who"s. Piano Battle is a total jaw-drop, we were sitting directly behind the pianist in white, his fingers were moving at a velocity of 9994583475km/h (shit whats the unit for velocity LOL.) i swear.

And And And i swear the guy who did the poppin' and lockin' dance is the sexzxzx man. So sssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiii.
After performance, stalked him awhile. LOL.
okay shall not elaborate further cos those ppl sitting beside me know all my comments liao heehee. plus i think i sound like _, eeuw. No i cant do this, i've to stop myself omg.

Oh. I think our 5bucks worth red tee rocks your rv socks off.
Like, really.
Received so many positive comments! Alot of them thought we BOUGHT it. One of them even asked "Where did you buy it? So cool!"

front.

side design.

didnt managed to take the back, which is a quote.
" I hate gays cos they left less guys for me"

Damn AA and slut-ish HAHAHAHA, but who cares LOL.

ZiQi,Ximeng, Norine and I went Lot 1 ytd to shop for suitable red top, but couldnt find any. So we went to buy a plain 5bucks red tee, went popular to buy two markers and finally went library to design. Totally original and worth-it LOL.

But, we got scolded by this teacher for the quote ]:

"Did you realise your quote is very insulting to some people" & "Please watch out your words and action".

Whatever.

okay the long-awaited pictures!
[ people who wanted unedited pictures/ or pictures from me, msn me!]

you can roughly see the design of our tee!

yay to our tee!

the rest:total cooliozx.designing.Happy Belated Pikachu-Day, ah meng! xoxo.
er, yuhao and his cube?i looked screwed omg.
I was trying to balance my pink pen.
Lord of the The Rings.

LT5! (inside joke!)

i duno what happened when this pic is taken.
but it turned out nice. so yeah.

$50 to those who can count the no. of bowls in the picture.

NAH JUST KIDDING.this is what kept them eating > late for hcl.
eats qiaowei.

yumm.No prize for guessing whose behind the mossaic right.There's really a cloud in our classroom at that point of time, really.

Neh bluff you.
shit, forgot to cover that person's face with banana tree.ghey-shitzxzx.

yay done!
bye people.
xoxo;

Er, and happy national day?

2008-08-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

To question the love.

skipped school in the morning.
Was having stomachache& almost vomitted in the morning.
Ate some medicine and went back to sleep till 9pm.
after that went to see doc, for stomachache + ankle sprain + bruise on knee.
Reached school at 11pm! Felt super wierd.

comm interview was _. Theres zero interest for cca suddenly, missed the production feeling.

i need to feel the "common test". Like right now.
I need the sense of urgency.

That was quite a show
Very entertaining.
But it’s over now.

get .over. it.

2008-08-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

PART 2:
Animal Farm + 3H part 1 (Part 2 tml!) + OBS jetty jump

i think this pic is nice LOL.

fdick's hand decides to interupt.yay the lovelies.again.us!damn it i look like a 4 year old kid here.er, who else.screwed hair couple.spas.with the ~~bitch~~,kasey. looked screwed.whats oafy doing!!!spot me in the mirror. LOLgrace eileen chris oafy's hand.me eileen and glenda.chris oafy grace eileen and screwed me.lovely seniors!lixuan me wanwen and claudy bf!engie gave me this! yummie.looked screwed again. ( i know i looked screwed everywhere lah!)
and with my NehRu instructor!LOOK AT MARYJANE'S GOOGLES.AND MARYJANE'S FLOATING LEG!

shall edit other pictures tml and update them asap!

2008-08-02T23:41:00.000-07:00

ANIMAL FARM

IS AWESOMMMMMEEEEEEEE.

being sound manager is awesome.
control room is cooliox to the max, and being on cans(?! headphones in other words.) with david, engie and albert is always entertaining.

albert is super friendly, webcam and took pictures with him, and he gave me sweets when im tired.
david, whom i never seen (hidden backstage) is also super funny. Expert in saying "fuck".

Engie, very nice lor. Gave me The Cocoa Tree chocolates before performance! It damn yummy and expensive, so sorry glenda, i cant give any to you. LOL.

yay, and they said i did a good job in sounds, very happy[:

i helped albert with lights sometimes, and he said im quick at learning things, wooooots!

all 21 actors gooooood job, and crew and sm and everyone who contributed one way or another. You guys rooooooock.

And thanks everyone who came, esp the 3H ppl!

Love ya all.

below are pictures taken with my camera.
spent 2 hours editing, and 2 hours uploading
(blaaardy blogger)
This is only Part 1.
Pictures speak a thousand words, so yeah :D

Line-read.

their expressions says everything.

waimin!After i slept on eileen's tummy, everyone starts to do it too.

pig eating Oreos.

watcha lookin' at.

i look like fk in this picture, but i want you to look at sean.
DAMN FUNNY LAH HIS FACE OMG.
rapper, yaw.beggar. yo.yo, check out my red skinnies/bodysuit.rappers unite.pigs nowadays are damn in lor, use hp siaaaaaa.
shawn. failed attempt to zipai.

what face sia.

ooooafy!

nic.

johnathan.

nic, johnathan and joshua.ningqian: Its a bar! Soy joyful together!whats ariel looking at, omg.I really hear it called me mommy.dirty sch toilet mirror.alvin's an ass.makeup.ningqian is as light as a feather.wahlau, this face again.hester and grace.chris and grace.er yeah, them again.and again.them again. with me!them again, with me! and sonjia!
us.yijin claimed he is damn shuai in this photo. *aherm.*sorry joshua.moi and the chicken.yay them.yay us.

Okay Part 2 coming up.

With 3H photos and stuff! Keep checking in!
[ ppl who want the original/un-edited pictures pm me! ]

2008-07-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

screwed hair couple + table partners behind.

1st.

Happy Birthday Hubbylove!

2nd.

Jiayou Jolene, dont die on thursday and friday and saturday.

Friday : 5rounds for pe, chem test, rehearsal till 11pm.

Satuday: reach SRT at 8.30pm
Reward myself with BBT and Hotshot and OreoCrush and Fries if i survive.

and pass my Chemistry.

I will survive, I will survive~

2008-07-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
cca ended at 7pm ate bread for dinner reached home at 9pm dead physically and emotionally and because i left my cd backstage and forgot to bring home for separating of tracks shit homework undone chemistry not revised disappointed stressed and un-accomplished commontest in two weeks time totally unprepared i dont want fail it dont want to fail myself dont want to fail again.

cca everyday till 7+pm. friday till 11pm. chemistry test on friday. physics test next week. prac test coming up duno when. common test in two weeks.

it feels like a re-run in a fast-forward mode with no "pause" button.

pictures, on next update.

2008-07-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

OBS RV'NEHRU 08 [updated.]

obs is surprisingly FUN.
I missed 3H ppl like blooooooody loads.
went out to dinner with them after obs with Mr Zhong.
hell funny.
shall update and edit this post again properly tml, after cca.
yes, after cca. 8pm to 12pm.
"says fuck ten times" and "ba-la-ca Obama"

[edited.]

okay yay i uploaded my watch NEHRU group picture!

Taken right after belaying, hence the total unglamness + screwed hair and face.

Thats one of the things i hate about camps:

lost comb + lost rubberbands + lost clips = screwed hair.

whatever manzx, everyone saw the unglam side of me during obs LOL.

Im going to just blabber whatever i can rmb of obs, becos i want to watch teeveepompeepee and change blogskin.

Day1

We reached jetty and got "shipped" to pulau ubin in heavy rain.

There goes my "supposingly meant to be dry shoes" ]:

Hence i've no choice but to use my better shoe as wet shoe, and cheapo ( i wanted to throw it away at p.u initially.) shoe for trekking.

damn it.

So we got wet before officially getting started.

Learnt how to simple-kayak, and capsize.

Cheesepie, i got tricked by Hyzue ( thumbs up instructor!) to stretch my legs straight before capsizing. SO i ended up getting stuck in the kayak underwater, and that bloody lifejacket kept making me afloat = floating back into the kayak. I was screaming vulgarities in my head and thinking " NO, i dont want to die in pulau ubin on Day 1 !!!!" Thankgod hyzue pulled me out after like 9578375seconds.

So that night i got a nightmare about capsizing lor. Woke up traumatized.

Day 2

Woke up with an headache due to nightmare + bodyache + 5 ppl squeezing in one tent.

physical training was a killer, that upslope was (insert word).

Learnt simple belaying, damn fun omg.

Group photo and trust fall. We carried Hyzue back to the hall! Super cute!

After that learnt capsizing in deep water and saving others.

Rafting was damn fun too! Sang childhood songs,oldies,malay/indian songs...last to reach becos Hyzue wanted to let other groups go first due to our schedule.

oh, mingjun is damn annoying anyway. I almost pushed him off our raft and let him swim back to singapore himself. Supposingly GUYS are suppose to do the rafting, but he kept complaining of his "weak arms and shoulders" and we girls have to help him raft. wtf.

Anyway reached Campsite 2. looked like some lost island.

but thankgod theres toilet woots.

Cooked our dinner, pretty yummy.

MingJun was our God Of Light manxz. He provided solid fuel (fire), and brought like 59345 torchlights. ( Which served its purpose on Day3.)

bitched to pinning and qiaowei. damn it, i cried.

Day 3

Sea Expedition.

supposingly to set off to Campsite 3 i think. ( NO TOILET!)

but due to rain + delay, yayness. No need to pee and shit behind bushes.

paired with yongyu. quite funny.

damn it i duno whats wrong with us, our kayak.

We couldnt kayak straight AT ALL.

We zigzaged all the way for 9hours, and for quite a while, jiale called us " his regular customer" and had to keep "sweeping" us in his annoying china accent.

In total, we bumped into like 50 kayaks. almost.

At least im sure of the fact that we Bumped Into Every Single Kayak At Least Once.

So i resort to the trick - pretend to "sorry sorry!", give the excuse "We go first okay, if not neither of us can paddle", pull the string of the other boat and pull our kayak forward and leave that boat behind.

That is why we were the first few when we went back. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway kayaking is quite tiring, but joking with other ppl (ximeng and yongzhi) and At people (This China Guy + pair which kayaked off to some secluded island.) makes everything quite fun.

maggie mee dinner was the sex.

bathing without lights was total cheesepie.

Slept with the feeling of "bobbing up and down on water"

survived(:

Day 4

the only day we didnt got wet.

trekked + fed mosquitoes with my blood.

back to heaven ( campsite1)

rock-climbed.

laughed at mingjun, dinner was the sex too, with curry chicken and luncheon meat.

Thanks qiaowei for the aherm-aherms(:

saved my life. LOL.

Day 5

JETTY JUMP!

omg i survived that i cant believe it.

We're supposed to cross our hands and jump in, but i once i stepped off the plank i freaked out and open my arms and scrreeeeeeaaaaaaaaam all the way in.

and mr tankimchuan videoed it down. daaaaaaaaaaamn it.

wah, we bathed on the last day also.

SMELT NICE LEH.

After obs, dinnered with 3H and Mr Zhong at Pastamania.

wah spicy chicken was hell nice and er, spicy.

gossip, bitched, talk scandals. Nice, except when directed at you.

( omg i hate all of you who told our physics teacher whose name i cant rmb and Mr Zhong. )

taxi-ed home, did sound cues till 12, woke up at 7 ( when cca's at 8 ) after snoozing alarm clock 9 times.

shagged.

badmintoned during cca with kasey,chris and eileen.

OMG DAMN FUN. addicted to badminton already.

lunched at vivo's skygarden

chucky chucky and all the games was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.

damn it eileen was super high.

I was lagging, so she tried to pull my hand to "chucky chucky" and fyi, my hand was holding my subway cookies. So when she pulled my hand out, my cookies fleeeeeewwwwwwwww out too. totally LOL.

okay i go watch teeveepompeepee liao.

2008-07-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

fever.

damn it. I think im having a fever.
On this glorious day of 16th July, i shall officially name this day Sleeping Day. I slept everywhere.
Breakfast table, mrt (boonlay to je), 97, maths, chemistry, assembly, 175 (and missed my stop.), mrt ( lavendar to boonlay)
Win.
damn embarassing.
Reached home, slept till 8pm.
Woke up, felt super shagged. Its like a hot& cold feeling + headache.
cheesepie lah, maths test tml know.

hesitation, that shoudnt be what i suppose to feel.

2008-07-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

bloooooody.

im very tempted to change my url (el's trend now!)and open a private blog.
because everytime i want to rant, i've to consider who's reading my blog, and always end up "shit, _'s reading. i cant rant." And ended up typing some emoshit lines who noone understands (And people ends up anyhow guessing.*looks at sonjia and screams "NO.theresnoTNO."*) and i dont even feel "happy" after ranting.

Theres 5 "and"s in that paragraph. SEE, i got so much to complainnnnnn.

Anyhow.
Im starting to feel stress (please,gasp.)
Like omfg, first time. Because theres still like, 3 weeks before commontest. But this time the stress not only comes from ct, but from others, stuff which i told myself to complete umpteenth times but i didnt intheend, and lastly myself.

Today had a horrifying,no. stinky encounter in the morning.

Disappointments.
From you, you and you.
again, again and again.

polka-dots!

2008-07-13T00:22:00.000-07:00

Changed blogskin!

I think many of you will not like it. ( I dont really like it myself. )
But i really got this urge to change it because i always cant access my tagboard page when using my phone's internet.
As some of you know, i always blog-surf using my phone when im bored/ or showing some people who im talking about when gossiping.(LOL.) Then when i want to check my tagboard, i always cant click the function due to all the navigations stuff. Very annoying.

All these polka dots are driving me crazy. And i want the whole blogpost column to be in the middle, but i dont know how.
But its super hard to find a navigation-less, nice, not emo, no anime cartoons, un-girly, no lovey-dovey-emo lines blogskin.
Till i find a better blogskin.

2008-07-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

LOL yay.

okay.
THANKS PEOPLE FOR THE PREZZIES AND SMS-ES AND TAGS AND WISHES AND STUFF.
Claudia, Glenda, Glennis, Norine, Tiening,Sonjia, Charlene (2i),JiaYi, Charlene (el), Ethel, Yulu, Pinning, Minni, FC, TingYun, Zhiqi, Wanwen, Ziqi, Ximeng, Victoria, Shirleen, Brenda...
eh. i give up.
Thanks to the whole of 3H for happybirthday-ing during class assembly.
Totally ~~shocked~~ me when i was drawing physics pendulum graph, thankyouverymuch.
Thanks el for happybirthday-ing during cca too. And kept playing my The magic ball and asking questions like " Will zz be force into prostitution in the future?" and " Will jng get pregnant this year?" during the whole of cca and on 97. Thanks ah people, thanks ah.
Thanks whoever wished me happy birthday. Loveya all.

THIS is the magic ball which ziqi, ximeng,tiening and vicky gave to me.
THANKS babes, loveya so much.
and thanks for the BIG BIG BIG BIG LUOZHIXIANG!!!

but sadly, it had been violated by alot of ppl on friday.

esp zhengzhang.

SEE THE TIME SEE THE TIME.

Right on the dot!

THANKS BF CLAUDY!

(dont worry glenda i still love you though you lost by 0.02 secs.)

I GOT EAT YOUR PIE OKAY!

DONT HATE ME!

actually i not sure who gave me this too ( together with the bbt stuff.)

got glennis, glenda, norine i think.

thanks lovelies!

i know your no money buy me real LV and GUCCI which i wnted very much, but HAHAHA, i appreciate the effort.

mom gave me. ( insert hearts.)minni.

eh. you said you wanted to give me real one lor.

what happened.

okay enough. Too many pictures so i just picked a few.

but still. thanks for the letters and prezzies!

The rest of the pictures are random.

my mocha birthday cake. Damn Yummy.

Anyway show your something interesting!

A few weeks ago i went my grandparents house.

And saw this!

And today!
.

TA-DA!

apparently theres suppose to be three.

but one of the eggs dropped ]:FOOD! WHERES OUR FOOD.! GIVE US FOOD.
( inside joke. )Couple water bottle. Loves.

Speech Day.

boring. Almost got caught for sleeping by llm. Lucky i woke up in time.

boringboringboring. Three speeches at one go. Butt hurts alot, wanted to jump up my seat and scream "BORINGGGG!" and eat my breadtalk bread.

but sitting in front of sec4s damn funny cos their comments are hilarious.

Lunched with glennis, xx, nor and yijin. Wasted food again ]: Saw eileen. Wahlau she damn unglam, laugh until so loud at koba. LOL.

okay i want to sleep kthxbai.

2008-07-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

:[
unhappy. over stuff and myself.
I need to buck myself up.

Received my first birthday prezzie. Thanks for the rose, loveit.

Sentosa.
Headed over to meet 2i people.
Joined them to cycle, ball games, soccer.
Fun. And take care of your legs zhiqi! You freaked me out alot that day.
Next day, no energy for school + cca.

The worst feeling to feel,
Is Nothing.

2008-07-07T07:58:00.000-07:00

tired.
sometimes i wonder, why?

To see through other people's mask, or my own.

2008-07-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

my organiser; (reason behind why i dont listen in class.)

sorry for not updating on time!
"your 'tomorrow' never comes." - doralee.

i forgot what i want to update already.

pictures were from eons ago.

FRIDAY;

cca was entertaining as usual.

chatted stuff with shawn& yijin, complaining abt prcs, checking out chest sizes..damn LOL.

seriously i dont know why am i checking out chest sizes with these two horny ppl.

and shawn totally revealed a vulgar& horny side of him on that day LOL.

ohyah, sang oldies song with yijin and joshua also.

sang wang qing shui, and feiyuqing's songs. damn crasy omg.

After cca, bought fries and something happened on the way home.

LOST MY WALLET ]]]]]]:

like second time this year, totally the same "way" of losing it.

I was carrying pe shirt, bottle, wallet and fries in my hand.
And when im about to go up 242, couldnt find it.
Its totally the same like how i lost my first wallet.

damn piss-ifying.]

Theres so many cards in it, but thankgod, $0 in it becos the money's in my pocket.

And THANKS MINNI !!!

for totally accompanying me, comforting me, walking around in circles, searching the bins, asking the mrt people for any lost and found, lending me money to go home..etc.

It was like, 9pm+ then.

What happened was while walking to interchange, we threw away our fries and went on to take 242.

Since we couldnt find my wallet anywhere on the floor, so we thought maybe i threw my wallet together with the fries.

So we went over to the bin where we threw our fries, AND REALISED THE BIN WAS CLEARED!!!

but thankgod we manage to catch the uncle who cleared it, and he helped us look through the stuff.

But it was too dark, and couldnt (damn shagged already,anyway.) find it.

So we head on to the office, apparently theres no report of any lost& found, i left my contact details with them. But till now, theres still no news of it.

after that, thanks to minni's 50 cents i managed to get home.

I must have looked damn shagged, cos at my house there, this woman saw me and asked me what happened.

Woman: hey girl. What happened? Wah why so late then reach home.

Me: lol. i got cca, and after that lost my wallet. So was looking for it.

Woman: ( forgot what she said. )

Me: yeah. got alot of cards in it leh. i die already lor.

Woman: i also lost my wallet alot of times. tell you lah, no hope one. cannot find one.

Me: huh, wahlau.

( She reached her level.)

Woman: haha, its okay one! Take care.

The next day, i went out alone to cancel and replace all my cards. Totally wasted my whole day.

Anyway was reading xiaxue and dawn's conflict. Damn entertaining.

Okay nothing much. Shall proceed to the pictures.

just some pictures from my organiser.

with wanwen.
Anyway i looked very screwed in all the pictures. I actually considered cropping myself out, but, nvm.

Thursday; with some of 2i girls.Makes face at camera: 1Makes face at camera: 2Makes face at camera + failed attempt to take pic: 3
( i was curious what face sonjia is making and was peeping at her. LOL.)
Makes face at camera + thumbs up sign + screwed me: 4
( Lesson learnt: never grin widely with braces on, ever again.)
zhiqi making salad with coke + ice cubes.
zhiqi and glenda.

glenda's missing. Hence her bag took over her absence.
i cropped myself out.This picture X 6 = number of (failed) attempts Sonjia tried to take pictures.
Sonjia. Cant. Take. Pictures.
sigh.
Later i had to turn on the "anti-shake" function for her.
What, cannot blame me for not turning that function on in the first place leh.

That function is for old people with shaky hands one lor.

How i know sonjia is actually the "old people with shaky hands"

yay. finally.

okay going off to celebrate my birthday with parents.
( No, im not hinting, no. LOL! blogger just auto-coloured that word, REALLY!)
pictures will be updated soon [:
tomorrow perhaps.?

EXCLUSIVE!
Those who want to see" farrah& rusty knight" picture taken by (She decides to be low-profile.), you are welcome to tag your request on my tagboard.
And i shall decide whether to upload or not, depending on the number of request. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
To Farrah: tell your step-camp junior, thanks for visiting LOL! and if she/he wants, just leave a tag on my tagboard. HAHAHAHA!

Advertising for my cousin:
http://www.freewebs.com/littlems

anyway youre damn lucky this time round for not going boys' home.
Told you relax and dont think so much already, nothing will happen one!
But still, next time dont go around beating ppl up, outside that person's school somemore!!
( or at least take my "wear mask and hwachong's uniform" suggestion LOL.)

2008-07-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

I shall blog tomorrow.
(wasted my time watching bbt, damn cool today's episode!)
sorry for those waiting to see The Picture (farrah& rusty knight); LOL!

im still considering whether i should upload it nort.
since farrah still owes me THWEE DOLLARS.
and threatening to open a _&jolene fanclub.
obviously she underestimated the power of my blog LOL!
neber learn from previous lesson ah, farrah.

offend me not tomorrow farrah. HAHAHAHA.

2008-06-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

It's just another night, another dream wasted on you.

yes, i want it pretty badly.

today's rugby with the girls was damn hilarious LOL.

math remedial was surprisingly okay.

shirleen& i were late for almost 20-25 mins and chng didnt YELL at us!

infact, he didnt even say a single thing.

didnt do much, did everything halfway& gave up thats why.

got released pretty early and went home with ~~tiening~~elephant and ziqi.

omg we laughed throughout the bus ride and till je, even zhiqi's 3A friends are sniggering at us.

I laughed so hard till i had to stop and squat in the middle of the road& over the railing cos my stomachache hurts too much.

Koba-ed and Photo-hunt. LOL i felt "noob" in that! next time i must practice on it already.

after tht went home with tiening, and filled her with scandals.

sometimes when i thought everything is back to the same, something had to prove me wrong.

i know its insignificant, i know it doesnt mean anything, it doesnt prove anything.

but why does it still matter to me so much.

"change is the only constant" - ive got to learn to believe it, somehow.

okay this post is shit.

Too late, I'm sure (I'm sure) and lonely (and lonely,lonely)

It's just another night, another dream wasted on you

So just be here now (now), against me

You know the words, so sing along for me baby

And I can't forget you

And I know you want me to want you, I want to

But I can't forgive you

So when this over, don't blow your composure baby

I can't forgive you

And I know you want me to want you, i want to

But I can't forget you

So when this is over don't blow your composure baby

2008-06-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

What Bored People ( and refuses to do homework.) Do.

Date: Tue, 24 Jun 2008 02:30:07 +0000>
To: jnwq78_linkinblue@hotmail.com>
Subject: MY THIRD AND FINAL E-MAIL TO YOU
From: dempsey.r.will08@telkom.net

" On behalf of the Trustees and Executor of the estate of Late Engr.Jürge Krügger. I once again try to notify you as my earlier letter was returned undelivered. I wish to notify you that late Engr. Jurge Krugger made you a beneficiary to his WILL. He left the sum of Twenty Million, One Hundred Thousand Pounds Sterling (£20, 100.000.00GBP) to you in the Codiciland last testament to his WILL.

This may sound strange and unbelievable to you, but it is real and true. Being a widely traveled man, he must have been in contact with you in the past or simply you were nominated to him by one of his numerous friends abroad who wished you good. Engr. Jurge Krugger until his death was a member of the Helicopter Society and the Institute of Electronic & Electrical Engineers.

According to him this money is to support your humanitarian activities and to help the poor and the needy in our society.Please if I reach you as I am hopeful,endeavor to get back to me as soon as possible to enable me conclude my job.

I hope to hear from you in no distant time.
Note: You are advise to contact me with my Private/Personal E-mail below:E-mail address: Dempsey.R.WilliamsEsq@National-Champs.com

I await your prompt response.

Yours in Service,
Dempsey R. Williams Esq
Partner Attorney at Law "

My Reply:
To: Dempsey.R.WilliamsEsq@National-Champs.com
Subject: I want my moneh.
Dear Dempsey R. Williams Esq,

im very glad that my "humanitarian activities to help the poor and the needy" had been recognised. I have a wide social circle and I am deeply grateful to you for able to have chosen me to continue my humanitarian activities.

Mr Late Engr.Jürge Krügger is my very very very very very good friend, so i think i deserve more than Twenty Million, One Hundred Thousand Pounds Sterling (£20, 100.000.00GBP).
So i request, no, DEMAND for more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ NOWWWW!!!!

of course, besides sastifying my needs ( FERARRI sports car, LV PRADA GUCCI bags, a mansion and 999 slaves and the "snowroom" which mariah carey have.), here are the things im going to do with the money.
- I will throw 100000 pounds sterling up into the sky at Clarke Quay, Singapore at 4.44pm, GMT +8*
( to celebrate the "ownaaagggeee" of Spain's awesome soccer team.)
- oh, and of course to do "humanitarian activities to help the poor and the needy"
- errrr, i havent decide yet. Till further notice,yeah.

Kindly reply asap. As you know, im very urgent and passionate in "humanitarian activities to help the poor and the needy".
so I. NEED. MONEY. NOW.

Im sure Mr Late Engr.Jürge Krügger ( who is my very very very very good friend, i emphasize again here) will support me in this.
I hope to hear from you in no distant time, too.

You are advised to reply to this email. or to you'vebeeneffed@hotmail.com

I await your prompt response.

Mr Late Engr.Jürge Krügger's very very very good friend,
desmond T. Ah Kow ( or you can adress me as Ah Dog.)
CEO of Clean Toilet AND Beri-the-Fast-like-rocket aeroplane Association.

PS. I REQUEST FOR A HELICOPTER. since im from Helicopter Society and the Institute of Electronic & Electrical Engineers.

Cheers and love ya.
MUACKS.

and yes, i sent it.
and am waiting for my money now.
IM GONNNAAA BE RICH PEOPLE!

2008-06-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

{ the "fish food" people.}

sorry for not updating and replying tags.

My internet's like screwed for days, so i've been using my phone's internet to go online but i cant update and msn cos its going to hell expensive.

SO YEAH.

got my braces. PINK.
shaowei is being damn mean.

he said, "aiyah fan zheng you already so ugly put braces also no difference!"

wahlau. this kind of people. to think i treat to you bubble tea sia.

eileen's comment: i think you look better last time.
minni's comment: i think you look chio-er now.
wahlau. i more sad know by these two ~~friends~~ people's comment.

eileen indirectly meant IM UGLY NOW, and minni indirectly meant I LAST TIME VERY UGLY.

HOW COME I GOT THESE KIND OF FRIENDS ONE AH ?!

other people's feedback are okay lor, got laughed& sacar-ed by alot of people ]:

no sympathy one know, some people!

ANYWAY.

we've got new seating arrangement.

I've got moved to the corner of the classroom,first row, no fan, no ventilation, infront of teacher's table, and totally ANTI-SOCIAL-ed.

but thankgod, i still got my boyfriend CLAUDIA.

and brenda& ~~tony's wife~~ farrah behind me.

and ziqi& glennis behind behind me.

and muxin& MINGJUN beside beside me.
and fdick and yuhao beside behind me.

total. entertainment.

first day sitting with boyfriend is damn funny.

burst out laughing 989797 times, the M1 - thumbs up in& out- sign...etc.
after i got my braces, boyfriend banned me to talk and kept asking me to shut up.

damn sad ]:

oh thanks boyfriend for the "expired in 2009" lollipop LOL!

ohyeah. thanks norine for accompanying& comforting me that day, you know for that incident.

and thanks to whoever cared !

that _ is a cheesepie manzx, like kept assuming "i assumed", scolding me like shit, and after that "regretting" like that, say " im not scolding you, im helping you in life. Next time you grow up in society...etc"

After that still not enough, keep putting norine in the difficult situation by asking her to suggest a punishment for ME. like wtf?!

So i was like " okay fine, write in management diary la."

And he said "no, im not asking you."

&$%#$#&$%*

i still hate that _(insert vulgarities) like how much i hate prawns& soya bean but its okay, im alright now!

okay nothing much already.

i lost my pe shirt on friday]:

i lost my whole physics file, cheesepie.

boyfriend: We Need To Buy A Fan For Our Seating Location.

i think i lost weight yay. Thanks to my braces, i've been having this "two-bites meal" everyday.

okay people, the long awaited pictures!

i took pictures on the day before i went to have braces.
you know, to keep as memory as stuff. HAHAHA.

failed attempt 1: brenda knocked claudia's specs off.

camwhore!

Then Siu Waiiiiii walked pass and found us camwhoring.
And practically shouted " EH I WANT TAKE PICTURE ALSO !!! "

NA, SIU WAI. dont say we never take picture of you ah!We decide to be nice and invite him in.

Camwhore during lesson.
and ended up with screwed faces. Lesson learnt.

Me and Glenda! Shes my first wife, married in west malaysia. LOL
this boy here, is damn good in acting.
He actually wanted to have his picture taken, VERY BADLY.
He's giving us this " huh? what happened" face as if we took this in a candid way.
but no, he actually stopped and posed this picture for us okay.

qiaowei very happy to be in the limelight.this boy here, too screamed " I WANT TO TAKE PICTURE ALSO!"
tsk weichen ah weichen.

weichen. with estee's middle finger.

farrah busy thinking of ~~someone~~something.

[deleted upon request.]

Wanwen came over!

Zhiqi came over too!

el!
My script.

If i say i did not write this, will you believe?
NO!
( because its actually i write one lah HAHAHA.)

Shawn drew this for me. Nice right?

okay very unglam position.better.

eh wahlau yijin. your original self already scary enough still like that !!
with sis, first pic took after braces.
( quite unglam but still.)

2008-06-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

you says it best.

first day of term3 is --"

We've met 3 new teachers.

all of them can be summarised into this "zzz" face.

LA teacher is the best manzx. ( nothing is hinted.)

her jokes are HA.HA. "sh0 funniex"
she gave us this JOY-SHEET to introduce ourselves.
Its like doing a Comprehension, and i love it.
--"

i extracted my last 2 teeth today.

( things ppl can do to pon stuff. LOL)

bcos of the fact that i almost fainted the previous extraction, the docs are extremely nice to me today HAHAHAHA.

they made me laugh alot ( i accidentally spit while rinsing my mouth.) and let me rest before extracting the second tooth.

and told me " bu yao luan luan pao ah! (dont run around)" incase i faint again.

LOL treat me like a kid.
put separator (i think.), so its kinda pain to eat. bleed for like 2 hours ]:

BUT, i can have my braces BY THURSDAYYYY. WOOOTS.

OMG damn sad-ed by something. GAY ]:

( lol wanwen knows what im talking about. HAHAHA.)

2008-06-21T08:54:00.000-07:00

Happy:
- extraction postponed to thursday after school and braces postponed to next sunday.
- bought LOLLIPOP's Gyashan album (second version with dvd). Love the goodies inside, and love my boyfriend xiaojie ALOTTTT < face="arial">( because i love him too much LOL, i think he worth a 9 not 3.)

UNhappy:
- i want the pain to be over asap, hence unhappy abt the postpone of dental appointment.
- math remedial on First Day Of School, fuck.
- I havent finish my homework.
- I think i need to trim my fringe, again.
- I dont like the new timetable. One hour of math, physics, chinese, history.
We Need MORE INTERESTING stuff that THOSE shitzx.
- im very unprepared for school.

2:6
Unhappy won.
and i dont want to continue the game.

today beri the embarrassing.
i was at dental clinic, accompanying sis to polish her teeth.
Dad called, asked me want buy album nort.
I said (screamed) " yeah, i want bangbangtang album!!! Got nort?!"
And when my sis came out, she said she can totally hear me from inside the room > which means the whole dental clinic actually heard what album i want to buy. WTFzzzz SO MALU OMG.

i cant stand you.

2008-06-19T03:34:00.000-07:00

two teeth gone, two more to go.
its. such. a. horrible. process.
i cant believe i survived.

i had to eat breakfast& lunch together becos after extraction i couldnt eat anything.
but, i was so freaked out so i only ate half a roti prata (partly bcos its horrible anyway.)
appointment was 11.30, but theres another girl who was infront of me and had an extraction too, hence it was dragged later by half an hour.

went in.
did this mould thingy with this greenish-mint THING.
then doc checked out my xray results. 2 of my wisdom teeth was sang-eh by 45degree, so obviously when im 18 i need to extract BOTH out. that makes it the 7th teeth GONE. cheesepie.

anyway, the extraction.
first, he sprayed this spicy and stinging liquid onto both teeth.
wahlau like wasabi sia.
then 4 injections - inner gum and outer gum.
my whole gum and lips were numb
and I THOUGHT the injections will make my teeth drop out just like that, and by then i thought " woo its over! "

after that he used some tool and keep tugging.
i didnt know he was pulling out my teeth know! cos i thought it already dropped off.
anyway it was such a vigorous battle, i was practically tugged off my seat.
i was like screaming vulgarities in my head and kept making awful sounds, so he stopped halfway (wtf?!) and asked " are you alright? isit painful? dont worry, ITS LIKE THAT!"
THEN, it occurred to me that - my teeth are still in my mouth.
@#!@%$@#^$%*
doc kept telling me to close my eyes but i cant help peeking cos everytime i closed my eyes, i kept visualizing my teeth getting pluck by this plier thing and blood splattering all over.
right after extraction, the doc kept joking and making me laugh but i kept telling him " oeI car taLL!" ( i cant talk!)
and this stupid doc and this stupid nurse actually burst out LAUGHING ?!

anyways after paying the money, suddenly everything in front of me went black and i felt like vommiting out of a sudden. mom told me my lips went white and my hands were freezing cold. So i cabbed home.
Back at home, my gum just kept bleeding for 2hours. So the leona lewis song kept appearing in my mind " KEEP BLEEDING, KEEP KEEP BLEEDING LOVE~" It was like having period, just that the blood just keep coming out of your mouth. Gross, but true, sigh.

i cant imagine Sunday (extraction + braces), bless me.
i still havent decide my braces colours.

2008-06-18T08:40:00.000-07:00

butterfly.

last day of cca.

the rest of the 4 days are meant for pia-ing unfinished homework.

my bloooooody san guo yan yi, im still at page 67 out of 312 after attempting to read for the past 2 weeks.

i really tried know! but i cant differentiate the names and keep forgetting whats on the previous chapt, cheesepie.

so im trying to find translation of san guo yan yi [:

anyway nth much at cca.

didnt soccersoccer cos we went queensway to buy macs.

but played a while with the ghey ball.

shawn is being funny as usual.

okay im totally not in the mood to post properly cos im extracting two of my teeth in 11hours time.

and i will have holes when i smile/talk.

anyway bought new cam.

samsung, black. wooo~

sneak peek of my table. thats how it looks like eveyday.
my phone. and those noisy keychains LOL.

2008-06-16T06:54:00.000-07:00

The Big Five levitating the school.

today.
cca. V made actors lie down with lights off to read lines.
i think alot ppl slept ( moi did. )
break.
gay didnt come so we bballed.
had youknowyouknow. So didnt ate much and drank hot milo.
wahlau everybody keep saying i look like those ahpeh in kopitiam SIA ]:
then i wanted to bball so carried my ahpeh-h0t-milo to the court.
DAMN MALU. i saw my 3h classmates and felt so malu so i walked backwards. LOL.
when i reached the court everyone start laughing at my ahpeh-hot-milo !!!
anyway.
bball-ed. eileen is damn MAN SIA.
had kids' version of bball LOL.

after that shawn/sean coach came.
wtf hes damn good in acting gay/bimbotic.

dental appointment at 8.30.
WAHLAU IVE TO EXTRACT 4 TEETH.
how to not die sia bludder.
tml i'll be getting x-ray
(but DIEDIE will rush back for el soccer and bball!!! LOL)
thurs - extract 2 teeth
SUNDAY ( the cheesepie day.) -
EXTRACT 2 TEETH ANDANDAND BRACES!!!!

wahlau desmondl will kill me and give me a slap updownleftright because i cant talk LOR.

2008-06-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

[edited;]

graffiti.

fwwwwwiday 13th.

is just SUEY lor.

- i was like 15mins ealier for cca initially.

but i missed two buses and ended up late AGAIN.

So that meant, im late for cca for the past 5 days/WHOLE WEEK.

- i fell onto this guy on bus100. malu no. 1

- when going home with joshua the train jerked and i accidentally step on this guy who "OUCH!" damn loudly. Worse thing is, he was with this whole family, kids and all. malu no. 2

- after wii-ing (wee-ing LOL!), it was already quite late.

and that damn 242 broke down after barely 1km (just outside interchange.)

and that bus driver just keep attempting to start the bus for like 15mins, so we were trapped in the bus with no air con, no air ventilation, standing, squeezed like sardine fish. But thankgod the little teeveepompeepee still work HAHAHA.

Anyway.

while being trapped in the bus, i saw yiming on a bus, and it drove pass our...broken down bus. cheesepie, damn pissed.

and i walked home (gives a zzz face) becos i was too lazy and zzz to wait for another bus to squeeze up to.

- after rounds of wii-ing i didnt win anything ]:

- eileen and i cut queue when buying food. The auntie didnt tell us theres hashbrown. So those ppl behind got hashbrown WE DONT HAVE! thats yesterday but i dont care.

(not suey but i just want to make my list longer.)

today.

soccer. nice, shooooooootings.

i got score i got score!!!!against gay know! woooooots.

went weilin's house to wii after cca.

went tiong eat dinner. winata is LOL.

her $5 tomyam made her face totally red& shes totally crying HAHAHA.

she wanted to put ice cubes in her tomyam LOL.

jo took pics, but i dont have it with me.

at weilin's house we saw a black cat ran down the stairs and we all freaked out LOL. and start scaring each other like shiat.

wii!

joshua swan played boxing, HAHAHA

"ultimate-ultimate" swan! shes totally shaking as if there sichuan earthquake.

played tennis with josh and jo.

lost both ]: I THOUGHT I WINNING KNOW. MADE ME SO HAPPY THEN THE "YOU LOST" COME OUT I SADSAD KNOW.

yesterday;

i wrote all these and yijin put them on his head to test if actors were focusing. V was very entertained by these. She also put them on her head LOL.

after that dinner with jo and swan.

it was laughings all the way LOL.

saw my cousin-who-was-in-love-with-my-phone.

They damn cute, keep talking behind me.

like " eh ask her whats her name leh. go go." (yes they donoo my name)

"eh go ask her whats her school leh! go la, i dont dare!"

random.

but i just want to let you know its YUMMY.

anyway comrades.

I.AM.GOING.TO.GET.BRACES.

(silence)

dont give me that "HUH?! m_ngj_n got a girlfriend?!" type of look.

yes im going to get braces.

monday's checkup, prolly friday i'll be heading to orchard to get xray.

and during first week of school reopen i'll most probably getting IT.

( that reminds me of the fking math remedial. cheesepie. __)

so far, ive not been getting positive response from people ]:

el people are like:

- first step: what?!

- second step: omg serious.

- third step: huh, dont want la. like that you not _ liao.

all the same one. made me damn sad cos like nobody support me go put braces know.

ive to keep telling them "ITS FOR THE FUTURE GOOOOOOOD."

ohya, i'll prolly have the behind-teeth type.

anyway what colour should i put. (if i dont put behind-teeth type)

im thinking of RED. hothothot.

or red-black.

or pink.

or orange

or orange-black.

2008-06-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

i feel like updating.
cca was surprisingly okay, fun actually.
the coach is Funny. Gordon's chinese-y english is hilarious.

Break is always fun because we bludders and sistas play soccer sia.
the dance guys were annoying becos they keep watching and cheering whenever we sistas and bludders scored a goal.
after that they ask if they could play wid us but we anti-social sia, rejeT them and Lun to anoder field to soccer-soccer wid our own sistas and bludders.
after our 1hour break we go back they want to bollow soccer ball but gUay bludder said NO. HAHAHAHA.

today got ahbeng come our school and make noise in canteen.
and the shit on canteen's table + them spoilt my appetite for beehOOOOOOn + fish + freshly cooked egg with biongbiong egg yolk. ]:
didnt do much; so me shawn and yijin used radio to listen 987fm HAHAHA. cooliozxz. after that V suddenly wanted music and i freaked out and anyhow pressed the buttons :x
soccersoccer, but this ~~bludder~~asshole jnr spoiled my mood so i no mood play soccer with sistas and bludders liao sia.
he kept tagging me, insulting me thinking its FUNNNEEEHHHHH and treating me as if IM HIS JUNIOR.
then i so annoyed SIA, so i shouted " F*ck you lah _ go away can !!!!! "
i got surprised by my own words also, cos i usually dont say that!
anyway everyone can see i reallyreallyreally veh angwie cos i dont say f word unless im really pissssssed orff.

then in studio when im like doing my job he kept annoying meus too.
cos i was at the sounds bench. And theres only one bench.
So on the bench theres shawn_me_twobags_nic_weilin.
then already NO SPACE. i tell him to go sit in corner and stop annoying me. but he DIEDIE want to squeeze in between me and the two bags!?

he tried climbing from weilin's side, then we kept blocking him. So he climbed from under the table, despite my kickings, he still managed to squeeze in wtf.
so throughout he kept playing with props, MY PHONE, MY SOUND SYSTEM and kept talking/pushing/annoying me. and keep missing his lines despite multiple scoldings.
despite all these, he still have to do SOMETHING to annoy me.

he keep moving about and he sat on teoh's bag, which contain a nike waterbottle, which can be pressed due to a push force +friction, which cause a resultant force, which sprayed all over my shorts and tee. WTF?!
afterwhich he kept denying " ITS NOT MY FAULT!!! NOT MIEE" when like me and shawn saw it LOR.

okayokay cheesepie i super pissed. i go watch my bangbangtang. %&#@$!$!@*%
( see even blogger knows im angry that they even highlight my vulgarities and makes it hyperlink.)
random:
- i want a pink ds lite.
- i get fking pissed when ppl dont reply on msn. like when its fking urgent?! and i just feel like deleting them off my contact list cos they are wasting space.
- el mass convo account thing is damn cooliozxz ( coach's fav word.)
- i hope my backbone checkup will turn out okay *prays*
- sorry for my ahlian's style of writing today. HEE.

2008-06-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

omg i think im awesome bcos i editted over 40+ of pictures and sorted them out. (blogger's was being a biaaaaatch.)

time consuming know.

okay im just going to spam pics.

CHANGE'08 light sticks.

nothing much to say about the concert.

most of the fun just come from our own gossips and stuff.

2I 06'07 Chalet

receipt for the bbq stuff.

i suggested the banana fondue thing hee. the guys are being SUPER annoying by laughing at bananas. and they still ate my chocolate later on.

THICK SKIN KNOW, YOUR.

i really feel like bbq-ing them.

HAHAHA. all the dao faces while waiting for 403.

anyway glenda managed to book the bungalow for chalet.

while riding 403, we kept pointing to those glamglam bungalow and asking " ISIT THAT ONE?! ISIT THAT ONE?!"

and keep receiving "NO, NOT THAT NICE ONE LA." as an answer.

aunties sitting by the poolside talking about soccer,dota and shitzxz.

and they got bored and decided to play water polo.

fishes in the pond.

After a few rounds of exciting game, yiming realised to his horror that he wore white shorts, and too realised the fact that WE CAN ALL HIS UNDERWEARRRRRRR.

scampering awayyyyy. too fast for my camera so veli blurri lorzx.

HAHAHAHAHA. whats with that ghey pink towel LOL.

MAHJONG MAHJONGGGG.

So anyway, i diedie decide that ive to learn mahjong by this chalet period because apparently, luozhixiang said that his wife HAVE to know how to play mahjong.

haizzzzz, things people do for love.

LOL.

MY FIRST WINNING TILES.

eh i won in the second round know.

Anyway i caught terence playing cards alone at the chalet.

So i went over..... and saw these.

PORNNNNNNN !!!!

wahlau i was feeling damn...guilty when editing these pics know!!

how can you guys play with such porn.

for the sake of all MANkind..the closeup. LOL.

after that, we went to the park to play. and take neoprints.

on top of the worldddddd.

rest of the pics:

group photo.

ESSENTIAL.

for your information, me and charlene didnt sleep for one whole day.

WE'RE THE AWESOME PEOPLE (:(:(:(:

ive got no idea what we did at night. ( dont think dirty.)

all i remembered was sending zhiqi off at 6pm, and teevee was playing Majulah Singapura at 6pm so we BLARED the teevee.

but 2i was made up of PIGS and noone woke up despite the noise ):

night camwhore.

the morning.

i didnt stayed because ive my granddad's ritual to attend.

So the pics.

damn tiring i swearrrrr! its DAYS, and from MORNING TO NIGHT ]:

THIS cost a bomb.

we did a ritual for TEN of our ancestors.

my sister was like saying: wahlau so ex, give me a month time, i can build this too.

THIS cost $4000.

We're suppose to keep turning this to bring our ancestors back.

theres a chicken under the basket thing fyi.

scary.

turn turn turn.

We have to take turns to turn that thing, and every now and then the priest will come and "clear the stages". There are the total of 7 stages, so we have to keep turning till the priest come and clear all 7 stages.

reached the 7th stage.

the red dolls are scaryyy.

the straw mats are suppose to block other "strangers" away, to makes sure they dont steal my grandpa's money.

And those males have to walk around in circles with knifes to scare the "strangers" away LOL.

my cousin is super amused by her watch.

cute.

this cousin of mine just learnt how to walk.

and he like to walk steps, ALOT. Hence, the pic.

camwhore in mcd's toilet.

On the last day:

gone.

We went to this ulu ulu forest to burn this.

Its forbidden lah, but who cares lol.

We burnt this at 10.10pm,exactly.

Oh, went Chinatown on sat. Saw this.

okay long post. BYE.

2008-06-07T10:37:00.000-07:00

i wasted one whole week, cheesepie.

i wasnt at home for more than 12hours per day for the past 7 days. and im very guilty of it becos of the fact that i still have 563463 homework untouched.

friends house, chalet, ritual, shopping. SHIT.
i was telling myself that " i DIEDIE have to stay at home today to finish up at least one homework" when my mom woke me up for the first time.
Then second time she woke me.
mom: eh wake up la. i going chinatown to do stuff, want go shopping nort.
me : NOOOO, i need to stay at home today.
mom: for what.
me : zzzzz. *back to sleep*
third time.
mom: ehhhhh wake up lah!!!!!!! shopping shopping.
me: OKAY LAH OKAY LAH. ( very tempted anyway.)

SEE LAH SEE LAH. how can not die like that.
but still, very happy. bought necklaces, tops and shorts. and ate alot of goodstuff ( [: ) anyway theres this super cool Breakthrough Cafe, for those ex-convicts. super cool, and they are super nice people(:

okay its 1.43am now. off to sleep.
will update tomorrow with alot of pics, kthxbai.

2008-06-01T01:46:00.000-07:00

Instructions:

Remove one question from above and add in your personal question (lazy to do so.)
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged (lazy to do so.)
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all:D

{tagged by minni.}
1. What’s your ambition?
-- marry luozhixiang (done!) and live happily ever after.
HAHAHA.no lah, be a designer and create a label of my own. hee.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
-- both.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
-- cant think of any. damn loser answer omg.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-- nope. i've very little of that.

5. Who is your idol?
-- *opens the list* see ah, got my hubby, xiaojie, owodog, joecheng...etc.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-- its not a scientific fact meh!?

7. What is your goal for this year?
-- grow taller. HAHAHA, nolah. To make sure this year is better than the last.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
-- yes. no. donoo.

9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
-- nope. omg this question remind me of sonjia's friendster thing,HAHAHA.

10. What feeling do you love most?
-- being loved.

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
-- be like those "perfect" partners from dramas/movies hahaha.

12. Favourite hobby?
-- lazing around.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-- yeah if they are worth cherishing.

14. Do you like S.H.E?
-- only their singing. ( sorry ah glendanis.)

15. Do you think you had a nice haircut?
-- alright with it i guess.

16. Do you love anime?
-- nah.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
-- gary gary gary gary gary.

18. What have you done to please yourself?
-- out for the whole week and didnt do any homework.

19. IF you had one wish right now, what would you wish for to come true?
-- cca to be cancelled so i can go chalet.

20. What do you want most for your birthday?
-- WORLD PEACE hahahahah. (damn "ms-universe" answer LOL.) No lah, surprises?

1) tom
2) dick
3) harry
4) john
5) mary
6) jane
7) peter
8) anna

yay done with quiz.

okay im super tired this whole week.

after like reaching home super late for consecutive days. Cant believe we actually went out for the Change concert thing for more than 12 hours.

okay did almost nothing. Due to the rain we slacked in the Orchid Garden entrance for most of the time.

super fun/horny/scandalous, HAHHA.

tsk farrah ahhhhh tsk.

lol and i kept bitching about _ to ziqi HAHAHAHA.

concert was er, alright. impossible to camwhore hence no pics LOL.

i havent done any homework. HOW?!?!?!

It Started With A Kiss is damn sweet, so i cant take my eyes off it despite its my third time watching it.

Telling myself start homework using pm method is useless. self denial doesnt work for me.

MINNI finished her homework. incase you thought you see wrongly, NO.

MINNI MINNI MINNI finished her homework.

which means, im pretty much dead already.

anyway i really hate nora.

eh sonny when you coming back, i want to bitch ]:

2008-05-28T05:32:00.001-07:00

stop this feeling.

2008-05-27T08:18:00.001-07:00

I ~~LOVE~~ HATE DOOBEE.

reallylor. no that im superstitious or whatever.

BUT SERIOUSLY BAD STUFF KEEP HAPPENING TO ME THE MINUTE I BOUGHT IT.

lost my adidas waterbottle, lost money, uniform's shoulder button dropped (lol, but whatever)...many more shitzxz.

okay so i got rid of it already ( gave it to glenda for "safe-keeping"), felt muchmuch better.

anyway ive been in this dreamy-mode ever since the indiana jones movie like everything is unreal fake dream-like or whatever just keep having a bad feeling about everything i do and keep losing things and i dont have a single recollection of stuffs i did blurrblurr and stuff i feel like a ghost hahahaha funny hor okay i dont know what i typing but you get what mean yes okay im quite happy today after i lost my doobee i think i can go 2i chalet yay okay i want to sleep now byebye.

this is the worst post ever kthxbai.

2008-05-25T07:33:00.000-07:00

perfect.

sat.

towned whole day, mainly to check out my hubby's STAGE apparel shop.

cheesepie, damn disappointing.

as you can see, this is a totally honest& RELIABLE review as im luozhixiang's wife and im giving a negative review.

design of shop is cool and all, but.

Theres only one pathetic rack of tops (male cutting only), cashier with 6 accessories ( 4 necklaces and two bracelets), one sofa with three Stage bags thrown on it.

actually im not even sure if those Stage bags are for sale or what, because they are just like, randomly thrown on the sofa. I dont even dare to touch it in case they are those taiwanese shopkeeper's.

oh, another disappointing thing is, they are not even playing my hubby's songs ]:

anyway there were around 5 taiwanese shopkeepers in there, with zero customers (excluding us).
They were like there chatting, with nothing to do.

"我住在台北市,你呢？"

thus, i knew they were taiwanese lor.

tsktsk, must complain to my hubby about his poor business.

today.

went to Vivo for private screening of Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull.

my dad's company booked the whole vivo max-something- cinema for around 500 people. pretty cool.
but the movie's abit disappointing despite being a spielberg's movie.
too much "coicidence" and plot's not catchy at all ]:
but still, some parts are gory, funny, cool..yeah.

ate my favourite Macchiatto donut& the new "Kiwi-licous".
happy,happy.
physics remedial tomorrow, sigh]:
the busy holiday will begin tomorrow.

♥

2008-05-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

Taken.
26/5 - physics remedial.
27/5 - CID project discussion
29/5,30/5,31/5 - grandpa's death anniversary funeral stuff.
31/5 - CHANGE'08 concert& joanne ng's wedding.
1/6 - mom's birthday.
3/6 - 6/6 - 2I'07 chalet.
4/6 - 18/6 - CCA "Intensive training" 10am to 5pm.

Homework:
2 HCL.
Math stats poster.
Math ws1
Physics assignment8, assignment10, registration.
Hist research.

Someone tell me whats the defination of "holiday"

okay im feeling damn _,

1. Im in math remedial. And math remedial is something like, hell. Once you got in, you'll never get out again. And its something like, shit. You got released at 2pm, wait till 4.45pm, do stoopid math questions in math textbook ( wtf?! ), and go home. Someone, convince me that THAT helps.

2. I've got a feeling i will hate the new coach.

3. In fact im hating her already.

4/6 - 18/6 - CCA "Intensive training" 10am to 5pm.

2 weeks of holiday gone.

It better be fun (highly doubt so.)

4. i cant go 2i'07 chalet.

because theres cca.

another reason to hate the new coach[:

everyone go hate her Now.

5. I hate the holiday homework.

skipped the math stats project lecture, so i dont know shit about that project. clueless, totally.

CID, what can i say. yawn yawn yawn.

San Guo Yan Yi; wtf?! ALL CHARACTERS LOOK THE SAME IN THE MOVIE. and they cant speak simple chinese, damn. make things so difficult for me. And worse, having no movie to watch now > have to read the whole book of san guo yan yi. kill me cos i cant find my book.

Writing a letter to one of the san guo yan yi's character: im sure rv hcl department can be more...creative,yes?

6. So i just hate june hols LOR.

请不要放开我的双手
不要缺席我的以后
请留给我慢慢消失的那一道彩虹
已经习惯你的双手
牵著我的那种温柔
只有你懂
我会流泪是因为最深处的感动

2008-05-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL.

youre fifteen, which means

YOURE OLDER THAN ME LIAO HAHAHAHA!
anyway grow fatter please. like what i said, later got big wind come you fly away how? then i'll never see you again ]:

what i want to say its all in that testimonial, so shant say much here.

xoxo; I LOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!

anyway cross country is okay.

running with sec4s is damn fun cos you get to see all the jokes& funny things they do!

walked alot, so not that tired after that.

ohya, MINOOOO finally became first after like 937489237years of losing to unicorn.

damn it, i think we totally deserve it cos we lost to unicorn by what, 4 marks last year?!

hee.

after xcountry, went out with wanwen& norine.

shopped and pizza-hut-ted and gossiped and talked and toy r-us-ed.

we totally created havoc in pizzahut, theres this table who kept looking :x

seelah wanwen, told you to grow up liao! tsk.

OH.OH, wanwen's new phone is like the sex. 5 megapix know.

* sings the "we've got the magicccc~ Ive got it, we've got it..wooo" *

but battery low on that day--" win.

being her usual self.

after that went home slept for only an hour!!!

took damn long to wake up, pissed my parents off.

went medical check-up.

rushed to cousin's party at Chevrons afterwards cos we were late already.
it was at a 2storey chalet.

reached home at like 9/10+, damn tired and didnt do any homework.

see those lil' cupcakes at the side? cute right!

family photo.

HAHA. he gave me the "Wei" cos my name too have "wei" in it.!okay half-eaten cos im too hungry.whats with that face man!

received results. what to say leh. okayokay only.

cca tml, happyhappy. Its the only great thing about school manzx.

New coach tml, so yeah shall see what shes like tmrw,hooo.

2008-05-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

[The change' volunteers!]

Went to help out to publicise the Change'08 concert at Tamp Mall ytd

as part of cip hours and stuff.

helped out from around 1-5, super tiring please.

thirsty and half-dead.

dead.

first, before the concert starts, we were given postcards to give out to the public.

That, was already quite a chore bcos either they were not interested in pop concert, or they just simply dao us.

Then at 2pm, we have to start publicising the concert AND sell this $10 donation tix for ACRES society.

postcards& tix.

omg, you dont know how many "_" have i said and how many times i feel like pointing middle finger at some people during this whole process.

We came across this group of china men, so we went over to them.

We explain and explain, talk for like 5 mins, answered their stupid questions..

and what reply they gave us?

" We came here to do business, not to watch your pop concert!"

and still dare to grin at us before they left!

wtf?!

and yeah, we really hate those people who like, made us talk alot, explain alot, ask alot of questions and made us THINK that they are interested, and end up giving us a "No, im not interested" as an answer.

seriously, i felt like we've been fooled and being played alot of times.

Oh, and we realised for "older"aged couples, its the Wife who dragged their hubby away from us.

and for younger couples, its the Boyfriend who dragged their gf away.

so annoying lor!

its like one of them already agreed liao then turned to ask their boyfriend " eh darling, want or not?"

boyfriend: " No, dont want la."

wtf.

at that instant i really wanted to tell that lady:

"dump your boyfriend."

argh.

i know we are suppose to be all nicey and politey because we are VOLUNTEERS but imagine: you've already walked around for 3 hours, no food, no water, have to take all those crap attitude by the public, HOW TO NOT GET ANNOYED!!!

but of course we met alot of nice people la.

Theres this guy who is waiting for his wife, so we approached him.

When we asked if we could take up a few minutes of his time, he was like:

" okay SURE! "

Then we only explained a few sentences, and he asked:

" how much change do you have with you?"

Us: " Thirty bucks."

Initially he only want to buy one, but later on,

Super Kind Guy: " okay then i shall buy two then."

wah, we damn happy i tell you.

somemore, he refuse to take the two tix after paying!

so, in the end, we sold a total of 6 tix.

After like, getting dao-ed 492357 times ]:

after that, bought stuff to fill our stomach.

got scammed to buy this..heart-shaped paper clip stuff.

group photo before leaving!

taiwan milk tea. damn nice know, but cannot be compared to the real one.

this thing lor! paid duno how much for this cheapo thing.

On the way back: camwhored.

lesson learnt during the day:

When there's no seats on mrt, resort to this.

LOL spas.act rocker seh us. HAHAHA.

Other peekchurs.

wanwen& i. last friday?
Espresso& Machiatto, and their difference in size.

credits to farrah for the pics! get me a phone like hers,sponsers needed.

2008-05-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

because i know the more you want it, the more you wont get it.

ive learnt it through the hard way, so [:

im not talking about studies anyway.

hee. i didnt cry when i failed my physics know.

we're the only four who didnt cry! ( me, ziqi, ximeng, shaowei )

and we all got lower marks than those who cried.

WE'RE AWESOME lol!

today we finally got back all the results.

finally got some A's, but wasnt That happy no idea why.

prolly because i failed those subjects which i regard as "higher priorites", and gotten A for subjects which i "dont really care".

dont really care doesnt meant "dont really care" lah, aiyah you get what i mean dont you yesyes?

Anyway ziqi and victoria!

MUST CHEER UP OKAY.

at least take comfort that theres always someone going through the same thing as you ( Me! Me! [: )

and learn to take things lightly. i know it sounds hard, but its something we've got to learn somehow, so <3

*hughug both of you*

eh cheesepie i cant stand you anymore.

fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you

fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you
fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you
fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you
fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you fk you

you know sometimes despite the fact that im "your friend", im all nice& polite to you, and i didnt expose/scold you right in front of your face;

DOESNT MEAN THAT I DONT KNOW AND I DONT MIND.

enough is enough, dont go overboard yes.

till the end, youre nothing but a fake duplicated barbie doll anyway.

and yes, which will ended up abandoned.

and yes yes yes, im talking about you.

2008-05-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

credits: ningy[:

The Face was a success wooo ♥

sec4s are like, clapping& cheering at every scene changes.

er, and laughing that parts which are not meant to be funny HAHAHA.

but still, received a good response& they said its damn cool <3

super happy cos its my first time as Sounds (without tingyun.)& i didnt screwed up(think so.) weeee~.

after that when i was at canteen, lgs shouted at me to eat up 1/4 of a whole pizza and 4593475 chicken wings.

and i ran away lol.

i dont know what to say/do. ignoring your actions is fking hard for me, so lets hope you die in your own poison& drown yourself with all your AA thoughts& actions(: one day that will happen. or at least i'll make sure it will.

--------[edited.]----------

tags replied:

terence: lol its mingjun.

@ugustine: lol then you have to retake all?

nor: okay mids over, now the scary results are out.

glenda: dont cry when you got higher than me leh. youre making me feel guilty for not crying.

CHARLENE: what poor johnathan! he treats me like im his JUNIOR, wtf?! weee~production's awesome <3

yulu: LOL HAHAHA!

sonjia: lol yeahlor; feel damn stupid. eh my math 80/160, ownzxz all please.

farrah: lol its was badly taken so i took it away. hmm, i must bring more food to feed you next time, youre too thin HAHAHA.

minni: gosh, whose your baby lah. dont anyhow call sia.

yaorong: yeahrightyeahright.

shirleen: YOOO. yeah its cute because you draw one mah rightright.

zhiqi: haha yay. goodluck for the results. must meet up during hols!

forte: lol thanks.

ziqi: OHSHIT. i think the whole luozhixiang is yours already ]:::

brenda: LOLOLOL! okay i'll suck the shitzxzx up HAHAHAH omfg sounds wrong.

2008-05-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

stay out. stay free. stay alive

it has been quite a while since i blogged :]
these few days ive got this urge to delete my blog, but always ended up "heart soft" because of those archives.
anyway mids over. received two papers, results are like oh-my-god in a negative way.
getting back mathp2,chem,physics tmrw, probably.
if so, i'll probably die at cca ]:

today's cca was kinda okay. just felt abit _cos of results& stuff.
but sounds' job was okay so far, getting the hang of it now.
the video interview was The Shit, i was giving stupid answers& giving the constipated face throughout.
Yijin : what is beauty?
Me : It is a..is a...is a... AH! INNER THING LAH!
Yijin: Do you think you are beautiful?
Me: er, NO!
Yijin: Why?
Me: er...er.. i DUNNO?!
Yijin ask minni: Who do you think is beautiful in this school?
Minni: everyone is beautiful in their own way.
Me: yeahlor, everyone is unique what. (Realise: eh shit, i contradict myself cos im part of the school.)

SEE. RETARDED OR NOT YOU TELL ME.
even renee is laughing at me when we were done recording.
omfffffg, its going to be should to The Sec Fours.
d.i.e.

Today i said something that makes me feel proud of myself [[[[[[:
And i think i should stop eating junkfood, like Subway cookies& KFC.
And i think i should stop the habit of bitching, becos i tends to feel guilty after that.
And i wonder should i pon com interview.
HAIZ. I GOT ALOT OF THINGS ON MY MINDDDDDD ]:

as in like, really alot.
redundant stuff,some.
this year was like, shit till now.
I DUNO WHY. i kept feeling fked up by small minor stuffs, which made me feel like im some petty bitch for thinking that way.
and prolly becos i dont tell anyone about anything this year, maybe becos suddenly i feel like i cant tell anyone, theres no one suitable.
i should be a hermit,tsk.
everythings great, but its just different]:

dinner with el today made me think alot,damn.

im happy becos 2i guys initiate 2I chalet. happyhappy[:

kthxbai.
messy post.

2008-05-07T04:27:00.000-07:00

{the sweetest thing; }

OKAY cant you believe it tml is the last day of mids !
Like oh my; @#$%^&*()(*&^%$# HAHAHAHA.

I’ve changed my blogskin ( like after 949484 years.)& ive no effin idea how to you know, hide-the-links-into-a-click-button-kinda-thing-or-whatever-shit-stuff-those-twits-did, so call me stupid or whatever.
Im a noob in html codes, even after 1 year of computer lesson under the guy who was caught watching porn.

Anyway.
Ive :
Watched 2 bbt shows today.
Blog-surfed for an hour.
Spent an hour changing blogskin (HAHA!)
And have not started revising my LOG AND EXPO CURVES, PARTIAL FRACTION, REMAINDER THEOREMS AND STUPID BRITISH/JAPAN INVASION! OMFG.

Im too happy that mids is “over” in that sense, so I don’t feel like revising]::: Despite the fact that I left like half of physics paper blank, one quarter of chemistry paper blank and completely flunked history and math p1.

Okay off to eat maggie meeeeee ( woo~) kthxbai.

[edit: ee cheesepie, why the blogskin font so big sia. Isit my com or does it applies to you all? :x ahh NEH-MIND; tml after sch(last day of mids! last day of mids! HAHAHA) then edit again[: ]

[edit 3:52pm : okay i changed back my blogskin cos i cant stand the huge ugly fonts myself, so till i settle the irritating html codes. ee, i feel so lame LOL. ]

2008-04-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

{hahaha, shitzx he looked so funnyyy.}

okay fked. i promised i wont blog but AHH. whatever.

anyway i cant get any of those shits stuff into my head.

esp the effing CHEMISTRYYYY.

someone just drown me with acid please.

on monday (i think) i was just blanking out during chem lesson as usual.

conversation with norine:

Me: If i do well for mids, it proves that i can do without L_S.

Norine : hmm yeah.

Me: And if i didnt do well for mids, it proves L_S teaching is lousy.

Norine: hahaha/

so, either way.

fk, 6 more chem chapt to go. and 4 more subj to go.

OH GOD, this is depressing. i shall go get some snacks now [[[[[:

2008-04-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

away.

till it's over.

2008-04-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

lol shirleeeeeen.

double sighs. super dead beat these days.
I haven’t start mugging, at all. super stressed cos it seems like everyone has started mugging some way or another, except me.
And during cca where they were jotting down everyone’s gpa, I realized im the second lowest. Everyone’s gpa is At Least above 3.
]::::

Today pe was…deafening LOL.
Lessons were tiring. PDP was _, we had it in science lab yawww. 3C ppl were like amused, to see us walking towards sci lab during PDP lessons.
Slept as much as possible during assembly to get ready for history later. Was dozing off during history movie later, except when gory parts are on.

Saw Eileen todayyy.
“aww, minni got no one to basketball with her liao” LOL.
Hope her leg gets better soooon [:

I think FM static is coooolzxzx.

Okay sleep liao BYE. Sorry for a random/messed-up post.

2008-04-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

on the way to eurasian trip(yawn.);

okay this is going to be a anyhow-post entry.

friday was a hioooong day.

maths test; physics test; history; zuo wen; napfa.

one right after another.

i was practically a zombie after a whole day of lessons, till cca ([:)

napfa was alright. could have gotten a gold/silver if not for the standing broad jump fk.

after napfa went up class to slack with people, till 4.30.

went cca for auditions.

lol played around johnathan as if hes a interesting toy.

later he got so scared of me that he ran away ]:

and yeah, camwhored.

i only uploaded one editted peekchur, cos the resolution was really bad& all.

and johnathaaaaaaaaaan.

omg hes freaking so _.

okay maybe he dont look cute in the peekchurs.

anyway imagine him in spiky hair LOLOL.

and ohoh, look at his ez-link !

LOL AH-WANG!

lol i accidentally caught a super gay peekchur of yijin.

wanted to upload but i decided to be a nice person today.

anyway dinner-ed with el till 9+pm again.

practically died after one hiong day.

PTM was alright.

my mom kept bitching about _G_ right after we exited the class

HAHAHAH LOL.

thankgod.

went home myself to buy stuff after that.

did a very stooooopid thing damn it.

i should stop being so blurr& stupid.

yes i should.

yes.

2008-04-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BUUURRRRRP-DAY

SHIRLEEEEEEN.

ii ishH shH0o s0wiiezx ii cAntT giibB eeuuzzx (i give up) your birthday present todayyy. monday okay, promised <3

and L IS NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND.

andand im not a stalker.

andandand goodluck for your maths& napfa tml. (though i doubt you will see this since its already late.)

im friggin scared that i might fail all three tests tml ]:::

2008-04-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

i posted at my private journal.

feel so much happier now [:

anyway i dont get a shit about physics and maths.

dieeeeeee.

k nvm i shall sleep now.

2008-04-05T21:13:00.000-07:00

because its something you can never have,ever.

ive lost the passion(?) to blog already ]:

i miss the times where everyday i came back from school i'll have shitloads of stuff to blog about,

about school,class,friends,lessons,lunchings..etc.

]:::

friday.

lessons are really slack.

we had 1hr of relief teacher lesson& 2 hrs of free period continuously.

picnic: frootloops,peanutbutter biscuits,twisties,prawn cracker..etc.

frederick is totally _.

i passed to him the whole bag of frootloops& he's being totally so nice& thoughtful by returning us 6 frootloops (one for each of us;)

oh and wtf, micheal jackson went to take my Teens without my permission.

and guess what we caught him reading.

" Relationship:

How do you say "I Love You"?

Do you like someone, but lack the courage to do so?"

Urghhhhhhhh...?

*pukes my breakfast out*

and i swear i almost wanted to sterilize my mag later on.

cca.

besides some _, it was fun as usual.

we practiced pull-ups, however demoralizing.

dinnered; the chocolate cream cake almost made me puked LOL.

went home after that, pretty late.

and HAHAHA LOL; minni's detective specs. omfg, i cant stop laughing at that.

theres maths, physics and napfa next friday.

one right after another.

someone stab me now.

its something illegal. LOL

2008-04-01T07:52:00.000-07:00

my way. your way.

thats the word. intimidated.

april's fool day.

got scammed. scammed others.

though the empirical formula is like 9:1

cca. the shows at pull-ups bar are like, interesting. hoohoo.

reached home at 9. very tired, so im leaving all my homework blank.

anyway sometimes i just hope they would just bother to listen ]:::

sometimes i feel like im not as strong as before anymore.

2008-03-29T09:47:00.000-07:00

murdered in the mosh.

[edited;]

[ loves;]

haha yay finally found time to update yo.

theres effin' loads of pictures.

history trip was funnn.

Japanese Cemetery was slightly more boring,

&theres so many mosquitoes damn.

lol accidentally caught yongzhi in the peekchur.

he looked like tourguide HAHAHA.

desmondlim daughter woooh. everyone wanted to take a picture of her.

aherm kahghi. aherm shereen.

some random oldie jappy coins.

then we had lunch at some ulu place.

we shared bat kut teh (how to spell that.), and we only paid less than $2 each. HAHAHA.

er, its overall okay, except the meat's like, stone.

and the auntie's very nice [:::

we loved our food. LOL.

and the kranji war memorial!

the place's pretttehhh.

very peaceful& quiet atmosphere (best place to meditate).

touching experience.

[ click to enlarge pics to read the words on the tombs.]

okay wrong angle to take the picture.

a whole row of unknown soldiers.

[on the tombstone: killed in a fly accident. 22 years]

born& killed on the same day; barely an infant.four months old.

okay i dont want to put up so many tombstones pictures on my blog.

so yeah, lastly.

the camwhore.

[cy;yz;glennis;farrah;me;brenda.]

us.HAHAHA SHEREEEEEN with her leehom.
with brendaaa.
Taken by phone hence the quality.
Brenda didn’t know theres this paranoma function on her phone!

Lastly, my sister’s birthday cakeeee!

Anyway finished 2.4km test& chemistry today.
Half-done with all the shit this week [: hence I was very high today.
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Random thoughts:
- I hate people who don’t check their phones for sms-es, and don’t reply on msn (and goes offline after like 352524mins, which MEANT they MUST have seen my msg before going offline right?! )
- im very happy because ive BOA’s The Face already.
- im also very happy because ive finished last week’s bbt. And of course, xiaojie’s the cutest as usual.
- im very sad because I cant get over some stuff.
- I think youre a bitch because youre claiming yourself to be something which you aren’t. and yet, so proud of the fact that youre “_” We don’t expose you right in your face doesn’t meant we don’t know. AND you should stop taking stuff which are not yours.
- theres cca tml. Happy.
- SONY SC-T2 is damn CHIOOOOO. HOWHOWHOWHOW?!?!
- I should go to bed now.

2008-03-28T08:18:00.000-07:00

we're all stars now, in the dope show.

i shall update properly tml if i can.

anyway Micheal Jackson, youre like the best.

like, thanks for everything you've caused,yes?

i promise we will shower you with our overwhelming love from now on.

fuck you.

]:::

anyway on the happier note.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIG.

thanks for being such a great friend/bitching partner for the past two years, and now, of course.

its great that our classrooms are right beside each other, so if you forget any of your physics stuff you can borrow from us ( we've saved your life alot of times aldy.), and if ive anything to bitch about i can just run over(with my yellow rings HAHAHA.) and hug you and everything will be alright again.

so, promise you'll still be my great bitching partner and friend for the next 2 years, the nextnext 2 years, the nextnextnext 2 years...(goes on& on.)?

2008-03-24T02:23:00.000-07:00

its so beautiful that it makes you want to cry

shiat, im really addicted to xiaojie and bbt alrdy.

so much that i felt "loss in aim of life" everytime i finished watching a episode.

LOL. HAHAHAHAHA.

so ive printed 3527852 pictures of them and pasted them in my organiser so i wont feel lost/insecure/emo.

sometimes just because when i dont say, it doesnt meant i didnt know or doesnt bother.

so yeah you, its getting annoying yes?

2008-03-22T23:43:00.000-07:00

someone discipline me.
I have 2 reading and writings to complete, and 2 testpapers to hand up tml.
and im veryveryvery tempted to watch bbt. VERYYYY.
someone please hold a parang and stab me from behind if i starts to slack and goes youtube-ing.

i have 9 hours to complete everything. ( includes watching bbt, of course.)
and i think im going to die.
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i feel like crying. fug those homework yes.

2008-03-22T09:28:00.000-07:00

im going to ask/bribe/force/do whatever i could to ask my parents to get me contacts.

becos my face is deformed.

im. ugly. shit.

2008-03-21T22:22:00.000-07:00

we got a vibe you cant define.

{family portrait}

ah nah, stop asking moi to update quickly alrdy.

i need my daily dose of bbt one okay.

bought stuffs, stepup2, minipicnic, chill.

Duno who hor, keep haolian-ing about her Large box of popcorns.
And in the end, we have to exchange our sweetened popcorns with their salty ones to "neutralize"

so Ethel and I had to help them to finish their Large box of salty popcorns.

while they were happily neutralizing their tongues with our Regular sweetened popcorns.

after that we went to the top to chill.

my mouth damn itchy, so i bought like:

cup noodles, peach ice cream mochi, sweets, macchiato donuts (♥) to eat.

Anyway SU2 soundtrack was greaaaaat.

OH. that reminds me.

during cca on tuesday, we drew the song Low on the board.

as in, "apple-bottom jeans" > we drew jeans with apple bla bla.

so yeah, we happily drew the whole song out.

ahermwithobscenestuffaherm

When the whole whiteboard is almost full, sonjia said smth like

"hahaha, can you imagine if like something happened and suddenly we couldnt erase everything we would be like so dead ?"

and we all laughed.

and right after that we decided to rub off everything and go cos its 6pm+ already.

So sonjia took the duster and tried to rub off everything.

AND WE REALISED WE COULDNT COS EVERYTHING WAS IN PERMANENT INK.

We were like "shit" and freaked out becos everything on the board was rather obscene.

So we spent like 34635636 mins finding a whiteboard marker to draw over and erase everything. The uncle who always chase us out after 6pm was not exactly impressed with our beautiful artwork i must say.

so yeah, like, thanks alot sonjia.

okay bye ive tons of homework to complete ]:::

2008-03-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

highway chance.

no school tml.

very happy. very.very.happy.

receive results. happy/sad at the same time.

improved 0.6 for gpa; 3As.

but everything was crushed by this F9.

Anyway i wished my parents could be more encouraging.

all they did when they saw my report was just to nag about my f9, and did not mention a Single Thing about my improvement.

My dad was being very helpful by saying:

"History is damn easy what. All you need is to memorise and you can pass already! How can you possibly get a 22 ?!"

Like, as if theres any SBQ,Reliability, Usefulness history questions back in the 1970s.

That was like, the most comforting words;

Getting criticized by someone who knows nothing about whats going on was...

Im going out tmrw.

but theres alot of homework this "good" friday.

so yeah, jiayou to me manzxz kthbai.

2008-03-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

"the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight "

screwed maths test up. like totally.

and what i meant by "totally" :

- i gave up on Question1 (6marks)

and i didnt finish complete Any of the questions.

meaning to be, i only did like, 2steps for each question and gave up.

felt so fked up after the test that i cried a lil', mainly because i know im going for math remedial alrdy.

and the history results didnt helped much either.

so much for the great First Day of Term 2.

anyway some creepy stuff happened ytd/today.

i downloaded two YUI's album into my computer, and it works perfectly fine in windowsmediaplayer and all.

So i load them into my mp3 so that i can listen to it on my way to school.

And guess what happened.

SOMEHOW, all the songs turned out to be sang by A MALE VOICE.

like wtf.

( YUL's a female japanese singer fyi.)

okayokay theres so much things on my mind right now,

so i should go numb myself with chemistry reading& writing.

2008-03-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

spiral& escape.

school in 9 more hours.

im not sure if im ready for it.

like, wake up at 6, go through all sorts of shits for 10+ hours, and return home, drained.

and theres MATH TEST tml.

like hello,

first day of school = em0zx = do math test = fail = math remedial.

2008-03-14T01:15:00.000-07:00

Time starts to pass, before you know it you’re frozen.

[editted;]

My aim for the day:
- finish ace-learning and SS.

AND AFTER THAT I CAN WATCH MY BBT ALRDYYYYYY

WOOOOOTS.

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anyway. can someone tell me how are you suppose to complete 28 questions of SURDS when the school have not taught you.

okay they told us to learn ourselves online. but hell, i spent 30mins figuring out the first two questions. *do some maths* okay so i think im going to spent 7 hours to complete ace learning.

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im dreading school reopening kthxbai.

randoom peek-churs:

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I spent 01:55:36 to finish surds.
like, please CLAP.
i spent one whole day completing those 28 questions,damn annoying i swear.
although ahermispent4hoursyoutube-ingaherm HEE.
anyway thanks sonny& christopher for the help,yeah<3

and i didnt complete SS HAIZZZZ.
assignment4,revise for maths test,pick2 articles for presentation.
and school's reopening tml ( yes, its 1.24am right now).

okay off to research for SS.
nites kthxbai.

2008-03-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

Pringles' the Love;

Im A Fellow Pringler;

The shopowner of Candy Empire

and

Elf of Weilin's Little ShoeMaker Shop

eL was fun (with the people).

lunched and dinnered with them.

listened to everyone's bitching& ranting in the helly coldy ice skating rink.

even my fries became like frozen fries.

did i mention i saw this guy with black skinnies on one leg, red on another.

and i met this guy whom was waiting for his friend in the morning while i was waiting for minni. We were like in front of each other, waiting for our friends. And, when i was going home, i saw him going home with his friend too. Like lol. You know these little coicidential/amazing/wierd things that happened in your life can make you go woolaaleehiiueezuugoocheetaaiiee for the whole day.

Things to do tml:

- physics reading&writing.

- Assignment 4

- reply all my friendsters' testimonials.

- yawnzxz, i lazy to list down.

okay, i want to sleep liao kthxbai.

oh, just in case you forgot again.:

Im A Fellow Pringler;
The shopowner of Candy Empire
and
Elf of Weilin's Little ShoeMaker Shop

:):):):):):):):) NIGHTS PEOPLE :):):):):):):)

2008-03-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

louder.

.....yoz'szxzxzxzx.

i woke up at 10 (bloody.) today, telling myself "to do at least one homework".

AND LEH. i didnt,wtf.

Heres what i did:

- sort out my school bags, casual bags, table...etc.

- argued with mum not to cook laksa and cook japanese noodles for me. cause i puke whenever i smell laksa.

- went around to shop for Converse school shoes. and i saw this shoes with blingbling diamantes at the side, wonder should i buy or not. Mom asked me to take a picture of it and ask desmond lim for approval. HAHAHA.

- went Sandstorm (Monsoon)and JeanYip to decide where should i get my haircut.

so, thats why i didnt do a single homework.

oh. lemme bitch about something.

i was at KFC, and my mom was at the seat while i went to order with my sis.

There were these three adults, from china (no pinpointing intended.), and they were looking for seats.

Beside us, there was this indian lil' boy, chopping seat for his family.

What happened next made me so pissed.

The three adults went over to this lil boy and asked:

Guy: Is there anyone sitting here.

Lil indian boy: yeah.

Three adults: Whatever, dont care. lets sit here.

eh? like wtf.

And they just plonked their bloody ass-es on the seats, without caring about the lil' indian boy who was almost crying.

My mom said she almost wanted to stand up and "settle" with those three china adults.

oh, *emphasize on the ADULTS*.

they are adults, yet with a fking kiddy-immature-and-arrogant attitude.

Small little boy also want to bully,wtfffff.

If i wasnt with my mother and is with el ppl, we prolly would just act ah-lian and settle with those three china adults,HAHAHA.

after a while, the table at another side was cleared and they move to the another side ( still beside us,though.)

However, they start blasting these loud-cheena-funeral-type of songs which made me want to smash their phones into the toilet bowl.

First, it was such an awful music,that i doubt its even considered to be "music".

Second, it was hell inconsiderate, and it ruined my appetite.

So, my mom, sis and i started bitching about their ugly behaviour, and i bitched so loud that they turned :x

whatever.

OKAY whatever, i cant wait for tuesday.

el el el. haircut. converse shoes. el el el.

you know sometimes when youre advising others, you kinda "enlighten" yourself too.

i was at el convo, and we're just talking abt some stuff. and i said this to sonny.

if she care, she will make an effort. if not, then leave it.

so yeah, ive decided not to bother about some stuff alrdy.

since its always me who initiate, me who ask, me who actually bother.

and i stopped to think, if one day i stop bothering, will they still bother to care.

and the answer's pretty obvious, no.

I feel like shutting down my blog because i feel that all i do with it is just rant like a bitch everytime i blog.

ill close this down soon, and perhaps, re-open once i feel like it.

2008-03-06T06:53:00.000-08:00

Felt like, i was just a victim

[my handphone wallpaper, damn chio right.]

pe was cancelled, super happy.

anyway today is the last day of chemistry lesson with Mr Lee/Jingyang]:

means im back to failing chemistry again.

this week is the only week which i understand all chemistry lessons fyi.

im going to miss his "suck it up" "shit always happen" "seriously la, its your EFFORT."

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i hate quarrelling with you, seriously.

Its not that im purposely picking a fight, because in the first place im too tired to even hold a conversation with you.

but what you said really _. because if you have no idea what ive to deal with or what im going through, you should just shut up and leave me alone.

and most importantly, stop judging me by the "what i think youre doing" thinking.
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your words really got me thinking;

are you just jealous, or is it the truth.

2008-03-04T07:03:00.000-08:00

With pretty smiles and lies about the times

-{editted}-
hello everyone.

ive alot of work to complete, and tests to read up.

all by Bloody Thursday.

Physics, Maths, PE (runrunrun]:),SS test(staying back!) - im not looking forward to them.

but yay, christoooopher helped me with physics assignment alrdy. tyty[:

*cancels one bloody homework off the list*

i cant wait for holiday manzxzx. its such a enjoyable and sensational(HAHA!) feeling to tear off the calendar thingy, one by one, knowing its "one less day" to the holiday. okayshit i think idont make any pangsai sense.

oh, did i mention.

FIRST DAY of school reopening = MATH TEST alrdy.

im like so damn excited

( no sacarsm intended. )

last thing, has anyone imagine how noobshit will we looked during class photoshoot. like omfg, IN YEARBOOK YOU KNOW! TWO YEARS SOMEMORE. (random action: finds hairclip.)

okay i need to sleep kthxbai.

2008-03-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

Hurt the first, the last, between

so i towned the whole day and didnt start on ANY homework yet.

Homework ive to complete:

Math Mis.Exercise

Physics Assignment 3

Physics Notes example

History SBQ

Finish the two SS sbq which i owed for like 3 weeks.

HCL reflection.

dont you feel like shit everytime you sit down and wanted to start on the homework but you cant.

Its like you take your math wkst, look at first question and "shit i dont know how to do." and it repeats as you read question two three four.

THEN you try to comfort yourself and say

"its okay. its mr _ fault for not teaching properly. its not my fault. lets go on to physics!"

AND when you take your physics wkst, look at the first question and its still the same.

" wtf is velocity and displacement."

so its fking annoying. after 3 hours you didnt get ANYTHING done. i know its stupid, but i feel like crying and fold the homework into paper plane and threw it down all the way from 15th storey to some garung guni man for recyling. At least that way i can help the environment and get CIP hours.

so omg, i feel like crying now cos i dont know how to find the value of p and q and the third root.

Anyway i went FarEast and Wisma today.

I went FarEast to search for my hubby's STAGE shop, but nah, couldnt find. My mum's even more excited and anxious than me, and she was like gushing excitedly about how FarEast would be filled with my hubby's fans during the opening day of his shop.

Bought tops and belt. very happy.

Had Tiramisu ice-creem which costed hell, but very yummyyyyy. i tell you, im like addicted to Tiramisu stuff recently.

wanted to have a haircut but FORGOT. so shit. i dont have time for haircut alrdy becos ive to stay home tml whole day to complete the mountain of homework.

-{deleted becos school says i cant vent on blogs,whatever.}

One more week to holiday.

Im very happy becos i dont enjoy school and i dont like _ despite my efforts of trying to "like" and adapt. i dont rmb sec1 and sec2 being so hard]:

but yay, theres el. omg going home with them are always so entertaining.

er, the indian stalker is damn scary i swear. i was like playing a fool at je lib stairs and suddenly he was beside me and "haha" and smiled at me!

i freaked out totally, but thankgod joshua and yijin immediately stood behind me to "protect".

Before that, on 97 he was like being so urgh. i was the last to get down the bus and he was just behind me. then i squeezed in between el ppl and made joshua yijin stand behind us. HAHAHA. and we start speaking chinese throughout and couldnt "tune out" afterwards.

ate dinner with them and reached home at 8.45+pm, again :x always reached home that late during cca days, but its funnnnnnn.

i find it fucking irritating whenever ppl likes to give annoying comments, esp just to annoy you.

For example, you are saying something stupid or sacartistic for the sake of being funny or saying a joke. You Me She He Everyone knows youre doing that to be funny, to lighten up the atmosphere, to make everyone laugh. But, Someone just HAVE to say something to put you down, to "destroy" the joke, or just being mean to you.

Example:

A: omg ABC is the meanest teacher ever!

Me: LOL, please la, DE is like nowhere better. He/She can fight with ABC i tell you.

Someone: please lah jolene. DE is not that bad la, stop being so mean. i think hes okay lor, its not like hes unreasonably mean or something. Besides, his lessons are damn interesting.

You get what i mean. I donoo if its Me being Too Sensitive, but i get really pissed or offended by things like that. When ppl dont get jokes, cant take jokes,ppl who have no life. Its like they have to be dead serious about stuff, and totally cant have a little break or fun.

okay whatever. i think this entry is a total shit. i want to sleep liao k bye.

2008-02-26T06:28:00.000-08:00

fade into our secret place

so, im currently so worried about my life& death for tomorrow.

becos.

My Nerds sweets are confiscated by ms ho during lesson today.

It was going around a tour and it was going from full packet to half packet.

*looks at Some People* HAHAHA. and i barely ate any lor!

So yeah, we got warned twice and yeah, when frederick was passing it back to me then it got confiscated (i havent eat leh pangsai.)

Im like so damn worried becos ms ho didnt return my Nerds sweets!!

and im reallyreallyreally worried dl is going to kill me tml.

so worried that i cried when i was telling minni and sonjia what happened.

actually i felt like crying when i was ranting to some of the el ppl alr :x

it was really worrying you know.

-{deleted}-

so yeah.

i can imagine yellings, scoldings, detentions, phonecalls to parents, management diary and mrs look/ms ek already.

anyway i was just bitching to minni about alot of stuffs on the way back home today. it feels damn great becos..we experience the same things& i can tell her stuff which i cant to other people.

changes,changes,changes]:

sec3 life is a Big Shit.

you used to understand& bother, but not anymore.

2008-02-24T00:30:00.000-08:00

Savoring this heart that's healing

minni& i

i havent post for like a week already.

cos ive like, lost interest in blogging and theres nothing in my boring life thats worth mentioning about.

yes, i can bitch about school people studies and go on for ages but IM JUST LAZZZZZYYYYY.

HCL,MATH,CHEMISTRY retest.

im at least failing two out of the three. okay make that All Three.

im so going to see a big red F on my report for Chemistry. and i shall prolly lie to my mum that its a new system, that F means Fantastic.

Anyway these few days we've been running to Queensway after school.

or at least to Farrah its "Farrah" Road (okay ive no idea whats its spelling)

That Mcd auntie is damn cute and chio please. I called her chio because Norine nagged me not to be mean.

Lastly over here, i shall announce my current obession.

XIAO JIE~!

hes damn cute, ^&#%^$, #%#$&%$, *rants on*

hes the one on the left.

ANDANDAND his face is like bigbig on my phone's wallpaper; and i spent the whole day " HIII XIAOJIE" "BYE XIAOJIEEE" to my phone. HAHAHAHA.

okay i shall stop because i think i sound like minni shit.

oh. Flyleaf rocks my socks,hat,shoes,underwear off.

go to their myspace for their songs.

see see i dont download*looks at someone*

okay i shall go off now; shall edit and post properly later.

promise to reply tags later <3>

2008-02-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

take the music that we never play

one more day to Chemistry; three more days to Maths.

three more weeks to March holidays.

For a pessimist, im pretty optimistic.

damn, theres still SS and HCL tests coming up]:

dont you think rv students' life are miserable.

okay i didnt bring my whole homework file today so i went around borrowing notes.

Thanks to whoever lend me and saved my life. HAHAHA.

theres cca tml, i hope its fun. Think they're bringing bball (to hit renee)tml yay.

oh. everyone's madly in love in bball and rubik's cube nowadays. It seems like nothing else matters around them anymore]: tskkk.

2008-02-14T06:02:00.000-08:00

Broken dreams, they can never have yesterday.

{omg; i want!}

There wasnt much hype during Valentine's Day this year, sec2's muchmuch better.

i didnt prepare enough, sooo im still giving out tml to those who gave me stuff today and i didnt give them anything.

YAY and my mortalzxz gave me prezzie. happyhappy.

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Finished physics oral presentation; quite alright compared to chem's.

wahlau. that muxin kept imitating my actions and doing all sorts of wierd stuff which made me laughed in the middle of presentation.

So i was like diedie stare at mrs phua in order not to laugh.

and after that, he went around telling everyone i "danced" during presentation.

and apparently now, farrah told me even other classes' ppl are asking her about it.

pangsai lah you muxin.

to think i gave you vday prezzie lor. i could have given your share to mingjun one you know. fyi i gave the whole class except, yeah. him.

failed chem pretty badly.

so im having retest on wednesday; math's on friday.

fk the school for like giving us multiple tests when its only term1; second month.

and like, making the test so difficult that 75% of the cohort failed, THEN making us to go for retests.

er, like, whats the point,huh.

you know the only thing i like about vday is the days after vdae. (if that makes sense to you)

to me, vdae = free food supplies for boring lessons.

thus the lessons after vday are slightly better, becos i wont doze off due to the food supplies in my pencilcase/under worksheets/under the desk.

ohyeah. i dreading school now, cos __ is coming back]:

*finds hairclips*

HAIZZZZ. DEPRESSING YOU KNOW.

OOH OOH. did i mention Namie Amuro's 60s70s80s is coming out.

ive got two of her songs alr. New Look and Rock Steady.

New Look is damn nice <3.

AND. that reminds me something. i know this post is rather messy, but who cares.

These few days i really got to see some UGLY behaviours of some people.

Like seriously, damn disgraceful.

i wouldnt say "ugly behaviours of Singaporeans" becos im not sure if theyre 100% singaporeans or not.

So yeah. these are what happened.

I prepared vday gifts and the prezzies had glow-in-the-dark hearts of different sizes on them.

So i randomly picked two to give Them.

And they saw the size of hearts (the smallest) and immediately said:
" eh eh. we want the biggest hearts leh. can give us?"

WAHLAU.

two reasons i was pretty pissed off.
One being: I made it a point to randomly give the presents to everyone. becos i dont want to "rank" my friends, like giving bigger hearts to ppl i like better, and smaller hearts to ppl i dont really like. i dont want that. If youre lucky, you get the bigger heart, if youre not, then too bad. Not like i care about the size of the hearts or anything.

Two: be glad that i even bother to give you because i dont think you deserve them in the first place. i dont think i need to elaborate on that.

Still, i gave them the bigger hearts anyway. Since its vday and i shall not be mean.

Another incident.

I was helping norine to give out her toblerones. Its all in a box, so i just randomly take one out and put one on everyone's table.

So i came to her table and place one on her table lah.

She said:

" Can i have another one?"

I was like " why?"

She said:

" Cos i want a nicer wrapping one."

I was like wtf, its in box leh.

Where got nicer wrapping or uglier wrapping one?!

urgh. i cant stand them.

lastly. peeeeeekchurs from damn long ago.

Botanic Garden picnic.

2008-02-11T06:25:00.000-08:00

when love and hate collide;

i told myself: do PI. do PI. do PI.

and obviously i didnt in the end]: damn it.

theres alot of things i should be doing now, but it seems like im doing everything except homework.

#1 - i screwed ChemPresentation today.

when i say screwed, its really screwed. i kept saying "shit", i told yongzhi to shut up in the middle of presentation, blanked out and totally flunked it.

depressing isnt it.

#2 - on the happier note, i passed physics. by half mark.

on a "sadder" note ( if theres such a thing), i dont think i deserve the marks.

becos i feel like ive not understand anything, and the only reason i could think of for passing the test is, i just got lucky.

#3 - i think sec three life is a bitch. and i missed 2i, alot.

#4 - im broke. at least soon.

#5 - im very happy becos theres cca tml.

#6 - lastly im need to "relieve".

fuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyou.

so much for disappointing me once again.

i pretty much hate you right now.

and _ didnt come for school today. very happy,indeed.

i think school is boring*yawnzxzxzxzx*

2008-02-10T05:39:00.000-08:00

like a train off the rails

i just finish "memorising" my two speeches.

i decided not to do chemistry assignment. decided not to read history. decided not to do PI.

picnic at Botanic Garden with my relatives was DAMN FUN say real one.

the place is damn chio, and bigggggg.

played frisbee& soccer, damn fun despite uhm, wrong shoes.

will upload pictures another day. tomorrow, if RV decides to have conscience and doesnt give homework/tests.

im greatly depressed because theres school tomorrow.

upcoming tests/assignments:

- HCL

- SS

- HISTORY

- CHEM

- CHEM AND PHYSICS RETESTS.

and theres going to be common tests before march holidays.

which is soon. very soon.

everytime i thought that we are getting _ for two whole years, i feel like dying.

fck school tomorrow.

2008-02-08T22:45:00.000-08:00

those black and white combination;

{my crazy sister; at Crystal Jade}

WAHLAU.
i thought today friday you know, only to realise its SATURDAY alr when i checked my phone.
which means, ive only today to finish up:
Physics Oral speech.
Chemistry Oral speech.
PI (decided not to do)
Chemistry Assignment worksheet
since im going out with relatives& cousins tomorrow WHICH also means, im not going to shaowei's party.

till now i only type the title "Physics 2-min Speech" and a "Good morning everyone" on my draft.
pathetic.

HOWEVER on a brighter note.
my dad bought me another 1GB memorystick for my new phone alr.
AND. i realised why my 2megapix. camera seemed so 0.1megapix already.
because i didnt adjust the lighting function, thats why it looked so pixilated.
okay so i loved my phone now[: I decided to make an effort& to treat my phone better, since its one of my new year’s resolution anyway.

so yesterday i went to watch CJ7 with my mom& sis.It was slightly disappointing, as it was a short 90mins movie& not to mention, the ending sucked.
However, besides the ending, the whole movie was great. It was funny& there were parts which made me *sniffsniff*.
I was like, trying not to cry in the cinema you know cos I think its super embarrassing.
And the CJ7 was bloody cute, when it appeared on the screen, the first thought that came on my mind was “ Where can I buy this?” HAHAHAHA.

OKAY. the peeeeek-churs@!

all the pictures are taken by my phone, so pardon the quality.

AND, most of them are taken by my little cousin (refer to previous entry).

and i only chose those which are better, partly becos out of the 50+ pictures she took, 25 are blurred.

AND. (sorryla, alot of things to mention.) the first few pictures' lightings were bad, becos at that time, i still havent realised abt my camera lighting problem.

so yeah, the pictures.

i took this from my grandparents' house, from those albums which can be sold to Singapore Museum becos they are so antique-ish *blows the dust*

*notice my hair. im the oh-so-cute baby lah, of course.

the first thing i exclaimed when i saw these pictures was

" WAHLAU EH. why nobody help me comb my hair one ah?!"

moving on to my ~~-annoying-and-phone-hogging-~~ cousin, annora.

actually she very cute and Caucasian-looking one lor.

duno why she must make herself look so unglam]:

okay. you want to see the difference of the pictures taken before/after i adjusted the lighting function of my camera?

Before: After:
Before:

After:

see. see. see. differ alot hor.

random pictures:
yeah. i guessed thats it for my 101th post. HAHAHA. off to chiong my speech-es. TAGTAGTAG alrights!

2008-02-07T06:45:00.000-08:00

It takes acquired minds to taste this wine

100th post.

and im not going to make it big by posting a composition-length entry on the history of my blog bla bla bla and putitng up 525258534 peek-churrrs.

so its the Chinese New Year. 5 days break from school, damn happy say real one. school was fcking bad for me so far, i didnt enjoy anything in school AT ALL, except for ccas and wednesday's outing with Wanwen and Ethel ( big SORRY to them anyway]: you know what i meant :x ) the rest, sucked badly. ive never dread school so much. perhaps this is why im looking forward to cca so much, so much that i find myself counting down the minutes to cca during the last period of lesson. okay maybe not the "cca" (ahermRENEEaherm), but the people there who can make me laugh and smile and crazycrazy, which i didnt/cant during the whole day of shitschoollessonsandeverythingelse. those bitchings in 3i classroom,during ccas, on the bus, on massconvo made me so much happierrrrrrrrr say real one. these might sounded damn...fakehyprocriticalshitty(cant find the right word), since in the past i dont like cca at all (reallyreallyyy) in fact i hate it so much last time that i feel like ponning EVERY single session, and take bus to vivo and buy my machiatto donut and pet those dogs in the petshop.

ohshit im suppose to like blog abt my chinese new year stuff.

ANYWAY i had two reunion dinner. both very yummy, of course.

my cousin had to do a photography proj on Chinese New Year. So we had to like wait and get his permission before we can touch/eat the food. He had to like take this picture of food from this angle la, from that angle la, no flash, with flash, turn the plate to the right la, turn the plate to the left la...so by the time we can eat, we kinda lost appetite alr. AND, if we like, take a drumstick from the plate before he took the picture, we have to put it back nicely and into place for him to take the picture again. tskkk.

oh, i drank the grape wine, super bitter ahhhhhh.

and i met kelly and her twin. she ran far far away when she see me/my sms.

wahlau ehxzxzx.

this year's new year was slightly...quieter.

I couldnt get any red packets from my maternal side, becos of my grandpa thing. so yeah, no red packets, no money]:

anyway my lil' cousin annora was damn cute please. Shes like so fascinated with my phone's camera and took like 50+ random pictures without my knowledge.

when i say random, its REALLY random. like, my feet,her feet, her hands, zhenyi korkor ear (?!), the red packets, my half-eaten pineapple tart..yeah, THAT random. and she kept listening to my songs. wasting 40% of the battery-life. if ive the mood, i shall post her unglam photos up HAHAHA.

okay so much for the 100th post.

i want to sleep liao k bye.

2008-01-31T06:53:00.000-08:00

same script. same love.

koda kumi "KINGDOM"

YAY koda kumi's Kingdom is finally out!

after like months of waiting~

i ahermdownloadaherm the album,HAHAHA. at like the exact day it was released.

okay someone just buy me Ayumi's GUILTY and koda's Kingdom, becos i want their posters damn badly please.

Anyway i listened to this album for like the whole day.

Hitmitsu, Anata ga Shite Kureta Koto and Under are damn niceeeeee [:

wahlau i want to fly to Japan now.

PE sucked]: i dont like running.

EH.EH. i PASSED my math, isnt it like SO WORTH CELEBRATING?!

*pops champagne.*

i screwed my LangArts review thing today]:

i hope mr_ and mr_ dont come for lessons tmrw.

i dont like to sit right under the fan, becos it makes me doze off even quicker during lessons.

we changed chairpersons today - Yuhao and FARRAH !!!

okay please laugh. *laughs* HAHAHAHA.

okayla, congrats to both of them. though i dont like yuhao cos he was being so fierce and told us to shut up on the first day of his position]:

OH.OH.

did i mention micheal jackson wanted to be chairperson too.

GO.GO.GOOOOOOO. I SUPPORT YOU MAN. cos you run very fast w0rzxzx during PE.

i think this post is rubbish.

2008-01-28T06:01:00.000-08:00

friends?

so i screwed my Physics& Chemistry tests up.

very badly.

i left half the test blank, guessed another half.

tell me how am i going to pass, or at least get a 5marks. how, when there isnt any mcq question, when im one of the few who didnt get practice question ans sheet, when i spent only 3hrs revising.

whatever. i figured ill get real busy this week or next, staying back for remedials shit.

math remedial was real shit becos we got realeased at 1.45, and we have to wait till 4.45pm for remedial to start.

like whatthehell, so we went Pastamania for lunch, and glenda and norine left immediately, while the rest of us went vivoooo shopping. gossiped,talked,shopped and we went to the pet shop and theres this BABU-like dog wandling around our legs. super cute.

and theres two other dogs walking around too. and theres this child who bought two male hamsters. the way the shopkeeper checked for its gender was real obscene please.

okay i really have no hope about my phone coming back.

so like whatever, whoever flashes/bragged abt their new phone in front of me will get their new phone dropped into the toilet bowl accidentally-on-purpose by me.

YAY cca tml. its like so-long since ive been looking forward to cca.

oh man i cant wait to bitch to sonnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

maybe its bcos i still cant adapt to my new class& have started to lose stuff i once cherished.?

someone please enlighten me. becos ive been thinking for weeks and still havent get to a conclusion.